She made a grace of
retiring from this occupation as soon as she saw that if she did not
do so her employer would retire from the office of paymaster. After
that she was reduced to sitting again, in costume. Nothing else
offered. Jimmy must eat, Kitty's fifteen shillings be covered. The
female figure in "The Two-stringed Bow," which caused such a
(journalistic) sensation in the Academy of the following year, is
Louie. Chaff did not recognise it. Billy Izzard, who had seen the
costume at the Models' Club, did. He persecuted Louie to sit for him
again as before.
Of the Models' Club she was still a member, and she got on well with
the girls. Once she took Kitty Windus there, but only once; a
black-and-white man, knowing nothing of Kitty's pound a week, asked
her to sit to him as Miss Tox, in "Dombey and Son"; and Kitty,
presently reading the book, treated Louie for some days with marked
superciliousness. That came of making yourself cheap, her manner
seemed to say; and she reported Miriam Levey, whom she met near
Piccadilly Circus one day, as having said, "Vell, vat do you expect?"
Louie did not much like this meeting with Miriam Levey. She remembered
the Jewess's pertinacity and curiosity for curiosity's sake. Many such
meetings between Kitty and Miriam Levey might easily complicate her
own life.
There were two bedrooms in the flat in the New Kings Road. In the
larger one, that at the back that Louie shared with Jimmy, there hung
at first the sketch she had begged ("stolen" was Billy's word) after
she had ceased to sit. When Louie took this down one day and put it
out of sight, she told herself that she did so on Jimmy's account; but
perhaps those absences that she had to convert into presences as best
she could had something to do with it too. Perhaps, if she did not see
the thing for a time, its first freshness would return.
Sometimes she thought these absences really too bad; she began to
think so with increasing frequency as Kitty's fits of patronage became
no rarer. Really it didn't seem fair that she should be asked to bear
them. The least Jim could have done, since she bore them for him,
would have been to let her know that he still existed. She did not
much mind looking after Kitty, but it was a little too much that on
his part _all_ should be absence!
And that was why, with Kitty always at hand for her excuse, she did
not write to him.
In a word, the joy of bearing for him was becoming fainter in
proportion as the burden itself increased.
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