She had gone up to his place in Camden Town, intending to spend an
hour or so with him; but five minutes was all the time Billy had to
spare for her. He was just off to Victoria to meet a fellow, he said;
if she was going that way they could go together; and she needn't
think he was going to leave her in the studio to steal his sketches.
"One of our heroes just come back from South Africa, a fellow called
Lovenant-Smith," he said. "Coming?"
"I'll go with you as far as Charing Cross," said Louie.
Before she left Billy at Charing Cross she had learned quite a lot
about his friend, Mr. Lovenant-Smith. There was nothing especially
heroic about Roy's homecoming; no doubt his work had been useful, but
it had not been fighting; for a year and a half he had not left Cape
Town. He had now come into money, and was handing in his papers; he
would hunt and manage his estate somewhere down in Shropshire. "I
shall go and stop with him," said Billy. "I only hope his horses are
better than that old yacht he nearly drowned the pair of us in." And
at Charing Cross he left Louie.
Roy was back home, then.
Well, it made not one atom of difference. Jim away was all to her, Roy
in England nothing. No doubt it was wicked.
So much the worse for Louie.
Then, not a week later, Jim returned from Egypt.
But he returned only to go away once more, this time to Scotland. She
saw him, for just one moment, coming out of Sir Julius's room. He was
very brown, but much thinner, and he had a new overcoat. He went
straight on to Scotland that day. Mr. Stonor said that he intended to
stay there for the rest of the summer. "Overwork, of course," said Mr.
Stonor.
So yet another absence in her story of absences began.
She filled it chiefly with work. She rarely got home before ten, and,
save on Saturdays and Sundays, had to leave Jimmy entirely to the
young woman who had succeeded Céleste. Billy had left town, and had
probably gone to stay with Roy in Shropshire. Of Councillor Causton
she now saw little. She wished she could save more money. Jimmy was
now five and a half years old.
Then, in October, Jim returned from Scotland. Louie half expected that
it would be she who would have to leave now, but this did not happen.
Not that she saw much of him; he did not come until eleven, and went
home again for tea. Sometimes, after he had left, she or Mr. Stonor
had to ring him up at his house in Well Walk, Hampstead; for the rest,
he remained in high seclusion. She was glad it was so. A half absence
such as this had not all absence's pangs, nor was his half presence
too much perturbation; she could take a command with calmness, and she
had nothing but commands to take. She knew by this time that he had a
second child, a little girl, and that seemed definitely to close and
bar the door against any wild and lawless hopes she might ever have
entertained. And so things went on until early in December.
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