She returned to her own place slowly. She wished Evie Jeffries had not
come. Her coming seemed all at once to have diminished Louie's
composure; it was as if a closed question had been clumsily opened
again. "Where do you live? I should like to come and see you," Evie
had said, as they had parted at the door of Jim's room; and that was
odd, since for quite a number of years Evie Jeffries, had given no
sign that she wanted to visit her. Kitty Windus, yes; Miriam Levey,
yes; but she had not wanted to see Louie Causton. But she wanted to
see Louie now, and had come that afternoon, Louie was now convinced,
expressly to see her. Why? Had Jim been talking? Had Kitty and Miriam
Levey been talking? Louie did not know. She only knew that she had
been settled and at peace and was now so no longer.
And through it all shone an unquenchable recollection--the recollection
of how she had once stumbled upon Evie Soames, not in wonderful furs,
asking for her lordly husband, but dressed in a skirt and blouse,
cheek to cheek in a dark back room with a fancy-stationer's son.
Evie would never forgive her that discovery.
With all the elasticity gone out of her, she resumed the work she had
left half-an-hour before.
But as she lay in bed that night in her little flat, Louie ate her
heart out again. She hated Evie Jeffries. She had remembered, too, an
old, old slander--the slander to know the truth about which Kitty
Windus had come to the Nursing Home in Mortlake Road. Was it that that
had brought Mrs. Jeffries to the Consolidation now?
Louie tossed and tossed. Oh, she cried vindictively, if it only _had_
been so.... But to have to submit to the indignity of Evie's jealousy
and not to be able to give her grounds for it! And Mrs. Jeffries
wanted to see her flat! Well, she should be welcome. Louie would
hardly be at the trouble to lie about things, but every stick of
furniture in this place in which Jim had never set foot might
silently lie for her if they would! Would that be to drag Jim in?
Well, let him be dragged in; a woman with a husband like Jim, to be
jealous! Why, with Louie ready and glad to lose her soul for him, he
was the very egotist of faithfulness! He could not be virtuous without
damning Louie with his grave and candid looks! She could almost have
laughed at him. When all was said, such virtue was a byword, and the
story of Joseph a thing for a quiet smile! Then Louie's laugh became a
cry aloud, that woke Jimmy. Jimmy went to sleep again, but she was no
calmer.
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