He was sickly white and tired-looking; Louie's feet dragged, and her
brain was as stupid as clay. She was sorry for Sir Julius; _he_ had
had no preparation; as for Louie, it seemed to her now that she had
been passing from preparation to preparation for such things for the
whole of her life. This of the morning paper was only the latest of
her fulfilments. The prophets, she thought dully, must have been very
weary men.... But on second thoughts perhaps Sir Julius ought to have
been sorry for _her_. Even shock is better than foreknowledge.
For of course Sir Julius wanted her to stay in connection with this of
Mrs. Jeffries.
She had put on her hat and coat for departure; as if she walked in her
sleep, she passed out of Sir Julius's room and removed them again. She
bathed her face, but felt little fresher; then she returned.
It was about Mrs. Jeffries. It was about them both. Then Louie seemed
to remember that Sir Julius had said something about an article on his
deceased colleague for a Review. She supposed that was why he wanted
her to take down his words in shorthand. Unless it was for the
inquest. Gas-taps turned on, doors and windows sealed, and so forth
usually meant an inquest; and they would not have far to look for her
motive--suicide through natural grief. It was only that morning, but
it seemed an old, old story already.
"'_Tragic Death of a Lady_,'" Sir Julius read out from a newspaper....
Well, he wouldn't want that part taken down; indeed, if he had only
known what Louie knew, he would not have asked her to take anything
down at all. But her notebook was on her knee and her pencil
sharpened, and when Sir Julius had finished reading her hand began to
write, purely functionally, of itself. It was no trouble to Louie
whatever; nay, her hand was hardly called upon more than her mind; the
pencil itself did it. After all, foreseeing minds could be put to
better uses than the mere recording of things after the event.... "Sad
business, sad business," Sir Julius was saying; and "Sad business, sad
business," the obedient pencil wrote. But Louie wondered whether it
was so sad after all. Evie Jeffries had had a sort of foreknowledge
too; "I could die for him; you couldn't do more," Louie remembered she
had once said; yet it was doubtful whether she had died for love of
him after all. Call it gas-taps, or the shock of discovering that Jim
had been her lover's executioner....
Still, she had died, from whatever reason, and she had been quite
right in saying that Louie could have done no more.
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