"Oh! You seem to have been sure I'd come if I did."
"Well, you have come, haven't you?" he answered. "I say, isn't your
hair different?"
"Well, it isn't done for a call, if that's what you mean; I always do
it like that at night, stupid. But I'm not going to stand here with
you as white as a cottage wall."
Thereupon he paid her the only compliment he ever did pay her--and
that was unintentional.
"It isn't any whiter than your feet, anyway," he said.
"Well, I'm not going to stop a minute."
"Oh, dash it all!" he protested. She did think him cool!
"Good gracious, how long do you think I _am_ going to stay?"
"Hardly worth coming for, I call it," he grumbled.
"_Thank_ you!"
"For you, I mean, of course--as if you didn't know I'd walk miles--how
you take a fellow up!"
"Well, two minutes."
Two minutes can be a very short time; five minutes had passed when,
making a movement to free herself, she said: "Let me go now, Roy--I
think we're both as mad as we can be."
"There isn't anybody about," he muttered.
More minutes passed; then:
"Do you really think my feet are white?" she whispered. A slipper had
come off.
Then, close against his breast, she made an inconsequential, halting
little appeal. "Oh, Roy--don't go in that dreadful boat again! You'll
be drowned--I know you will----"
"Should you care?" he whispered.
"Silly boy!"
"No, but should you care?"...
"Roy, let me go!" she ordered suddenly. The minutes were passing
fatally quickly.
"No--no----"
"Oh--yes----"
"I won't let you go."
"Roy, let me go, I say!"
But it was not a command now. It was a supplication--perhaps not even
that.
* * * * *
She did not love him; in her heart she knew she did not love him. He
loved her--years afterwards; only years afterwards. The thought of her
left him--but it returned to him, never to leave him again. The moon
made the crest of the hill like day, but the shadows of the
gorse-bushes lay dark on the short grass and stunted bents and the
patches of wild thyme. The moon southed, then rode less high. In the
short night a lamb called; and then the birds, reaching the shallows
of their sleep, gave a drowsy twittering and went to sleep again. It
was the false dawn. The stars grew a little brighter as a deeper
darkness possessed the earth; then in the darkness a cock crowed.
* * * * *
They met again on the next night. On the night after that they met
once more.
Only after that did she sit down, alone in the box-room, in the
twilight, to think.
Her boxes were packed and strapped, and the cart was coming for them
from Rainham Magna in the morning.
She wished Burnett Minor had been there. She would have liked to say
good-bye to the child. There was nobody else it would break her heart
to leave.
Yet Roy was still down there under the hill. The centre-board had gone
wrong again. She was to see him at the stile, in the morning, before
leaving. It seemed, somehow, superfluous.
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