She felt herself to be already on the verge of a new life that
was--let us say amusing--precisely in proportion as it was different
from any life she had ever known. She must be--if the word may
pass--amused; she told herself so, clinching the argument by adding
that it was far better to laugh than to cry. She had promised Richenda
that she would call and see her Mr. Weston at his Business School in
Holborn; and this might be--well, amusing. She went without loss of
time. She took the Oxford Street bus one morning and alighted at the
door of the School.
She mounted three floors of narrow, old-fashioned stairs, asked a
fair, perky boy, who somehow managed to make a good suit of clothes
look cheap, where she should find Mr. Weston, and presently found
herself introducing herself to a thin and melancholy-looking man with
a sparse and colourless beard, a pair of silver-rimmed spectacles, and
a gentle and hopeless voice. This was "the Secretary Bird," then. He
shook hands slackly with her, placed a chair for her in one of the
bays of a sort of =E= that was lined with books of reference, and
she listened to his soft, dispirited voice and to the clicking of
typewriters in an adjoining room. He thanked her for "all her
kindnesses" to Richenda, whatever these might have been, and presently
a skimpy little woman in green plaid, with eyes that peered
quizzically behind spectacles and "destined spinster" written all over
her, tiptoed for a moment at the end of the bay of books, uncertain
whether to approach. Then the fair, perky boy who made good clothes
look cheap also came up. Mr. Weston said: "Excuse me--yes, Miss
Windus?" Louie saw that she was interrupting the morning's work. She
rose.
"I daresay we shall see one another again," she said. "Good-bye."
And, outside on the Holborn pavement again, she said to herself with
decision: "Thanks--but no Business Schools for me!--Poor Richenda!"
Three weeks later she became a student at that very school.
* * * * *
There is no puzzle about it. Some things come no less unexpectedly
that they are more than reasonably to be expected. To put this as
briefly as it can be put, she had merely discovered that an affair of
atmosphere had become an affair of fact. That was all--nothing more,
nothing less. But that was no reason why she should not be amused.
The natural thing for young women in such circumstances to do is to
seek their mothers. If Louie did this natural thing a little
unnaturally--well, she did it unnaturally, that was all. The row,
scene, or whatever it was going to be, had better be got over; then
she could proceed to amuse herself. She had wired that she was coming;
the Captain had met her at Trant station; but she had had nothing to
say to the Captain.
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