Students passed and repassed. Weston had been through several times,
and twice Evie Soames had come and gone again. This so-much-talked-of
Mr. Jeffries went into the library for a book and walked past with it
again. He still wore that concealing ulster; the Soames girl had on a
brown tailor-made and a cap of knitted white wool. Louie was hardly
conscious that she noticed these things. She still sat, all slack and
unbraced, with the examination papers on her knee.
All at once she came to herself. Why she should do so at that
particular moment she did not know, but, doing so, she found herself
completely awake again. To all intents and purposes she had come out
of one of those naps which, lasting perhaps only a minute, have all
the effect of a refreshing sleep. She could reassume her mask now.
Evie Soames was talking to Weston by the blackboard; opposite her, a
pale student called Richardson was copying down an exercise from a
sheet on the wall; and she supposed Mr. Jeffries would be bringing his
book back presently. Louie was as alive to her surroundings now as she
had been oblivious to them a few moments before.
A minute later Mr. Jeffries, returning with his book, passed into the
library. A few seconds later still Evie Soames had left Mr. Weston and
had followed him.
"Now," thought Louie, "for a little more amusement."
The library had only one communicating door; its other door led only
to a small room called the old ledger-room, a dusty cubby-hole, seldom
entered, that had no outlet save the small pivoted window, high up,
that gave on the head of the stairs. Mr. Jeffries and Miss Soames
would have to come out by the same way they had entered, and Louie
rather wanted to see them come out. It was no business of hers, but
she had remembered those two glances and the conversation between
Kitty Windus and Miriam Levey, and she had a perfect right to sit by
the folding door and to use her eyes if she wished. She was now almost
preternaturally awake. No jot of the jest, whatever it was, should
escape her.
Evie came out first, after four or five minutes; but Louie was not
interested in Evie. She was merely a dull tale: Louie wanted to see
him.
Then, a moment later, he came.
But no amusement came with him. Instead, Louie knew not what sudden
private ache stirred deep at her own heart. It was not a question of
those two furtive, possessive glances now. Unmistakable enough those
had been; you do not mistake the kind of glance for which you yourself
have hungered when you see it given to another; but not only had Louie
never seen--she had never, not even in her own rapt dreamings as a
half-grown girl in her teens, thought it possible that a man's look at
a woman could change his face as this man's face was changed now. It
was irradiated, transfigured. He took no pains now to hide it. He
could see clear down the room before him--could see (or so he
evidently thought) any who saw him----
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