Morbid or not, however, her lips almost shaped the words, slowly and
deliberately: that boy with the red waistcoat would do well to be
careful. He would do especially well to be careful if, after this,
after the glare on the other's face, he should still have help offered
him with his studies or be asked for a bath. For something would
happen then. Eggshells such as he did not come into collision with
bronze without something happening. And if anything not easily to be
accounted for did happen to that odious little whippersnapper, nothing
would ever persuade Louie that she did not know a likely quarter in
which to look for the reason.
Blind, devilish despair!
And all for an empty-headed little thing who could have been found in
her dozens behind twenty shop counters not a quarter of a mile away!
What on earth, what on, or under, or above the earth, could this
brooding, clever, gigantic, laughed-at creature want with such a doll?
Why could he not leave her in her proper place--cheek by cheek with
the little bounder of her choice in that smelly, unlighted old
ledger-room? The man must be blind, or a fool.
Then a sort of lethargy took Louie. Suddenly she cared for nothing.
Let the fancy-stationer's cub take his risks; let the other eat his
heart out if he would; it was no business of hers. Nor was that absurd
table of questions before her any business of hers. Kitty Windus might
answer that sort of thing; Mackie might answer it; but the
Scarisbricks were not Kittys, with her "part-independency," not
Mackies, to stuff their heads and ink their fingers like this for
their "permanencies." She did not know now why she had ever come to
the place, and she wanted no more of it. What she was going to do she
did not know. She did know, however, that she was not going to answer
that silly paper.
So, by-and-by, she allowed the paper to be collected again, as blank
as when it had been placed before her.
She came upon the perverse Mr. Jeffries once more before she left. He
almost ran her down bodily as they met in the doorway of the
typewriting-room. But this time she did not look at his face. With a
swift intaking of her breath she fell back to save herself. She did
not hear whether he apologised or not; in one moment, without
premeditation, her whole being had become constrained to a new,
protective, instinctive attitude.
Slowly and thoughtfully she left the School.
She alone of the students was unsurprised to hear, four or five days
later, that Mr. Jeffries, who had passed with distinction in the first
part of his paper, had, like herself, failed in the second part.
§_b_
For the examination the rooms had been cut up with screens; for the
breaking-up social they were cleared of everything that could be
stowed away into dark corners. Never was such a hoisting and calling
as those with which the hired piano was got up the three flights of
stairs. Most of it came from Mr. Mackie, turned for the nonce into a
shabash-wallah.
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