The Story of My Life: With her letters (1887-1901) and a supplementary account of her education, including passages from the reports and letters of her teacher, Anne Mansfield Sullivan, by John Albert MacyKeller, Helen
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The Story of My Life: With her letters (1887-1901) and a supplementary account of her education, including passages from the reports and letters of her teacher, Anne Mansfield Sullivan, by John Albert Macy
Keller, Helen
Deafblind women -- United States -- Biography; Keller, Helen, 1880-1968
After Miss Sullivan came to me, the more I learned, the oftener I
dreamed; but with the waking of my mind there came many dreary fancies
and vague terrors which troubled my sleep for a long time. I dreaded the
darkness and loved the woodfire. Its warm touch seemed so like a human
caress, I really thought it was a sentient being, capable of loving
and protecting me. One cold winter night I was alone in my room. Miss
Sullivan had put out the light and gone away, thinking I was sound
asleep. Suddenly I felt my bed shake, and a wolf seemed to spring on me
and snarl in my face. It was only a dream, but I thought it real, and my
heart sank within me. I dared not scream, and I dared not stay in bed.
Perhaps this was a confused recollection of the story I had heard not
long before about Red Riding Hood. At all events, I slipped down from
the bed and nestled close to the fire which had not flickered out.
The instant I felt its warmth I was reassured, and I sat a long time
watching it climb higher and higher in shining waves. At last sleep
surprised me, and when Miss Sullivan returned she found me wrapped in a
blanket by the hearth.
Often when I dream, thoughts pass through my mind like cowled shadows,
silent and remote, and disappear. Perhaps they are the ghosts of
thoughts that once inhabited the mind of an ancestor. At other times the
things I have learned and the things I have been taught, drop away, as
the lizard sheds its skin, and I see my soul as God sees it. There are
also rare and beautiful moments when I see and hear in Dreamland. What
if in my waking hours a sound should ring through the silent halls
of hearing? What if a ray of light should flash through the darkened
chambers of my soul? What would happen, I ask many and many a time.
Would the bow-and-string tension of life snap? Would the heart,
overweighted with sudden joy, stop beating for very excess of happiness?
THE END
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