Davy looked at her, wondering. He had never seen her cry before.
He put the other arm round her neck and kissed her gravely on each
cheek. Immediately afterwards he gave her up as a bad job, being quite
unable to fathom such a depth of grief as two kisses from him were not
sufficient to cure.
That would be the way with him all his days. He was made, in his
careless beauty, to win hearts without trying, to be loved and
worshipped and wept over. There would always be plenty of Elfridas
thankful to work for him in the shadow, while he walked through life in
the sunshine.
But now her willing slavery was ending. The last words were spoken. The
old shoe was thrown after her for luck. The setting sun was turning the
river--her old comrade--into a sheet of gold.
Elfrida rode away up into the hills behind her goodman, and the
ferry-boat knew her no more.
'Life,' said Martha Clifford musingly, 'is a muddle. Births and
deaths--comings and goings--weddings and funerals--the young marry and
the old die; that's the way of the world.'
She was standing by my father's bedside as she reflected thus.
Elfrida's was the wedding that was just past; my father's the death
that it seemed would follow hard upon it.
He had been failing all the winter; but now we counted his remaining
life by days, nay, it might be, by hours. Martha had softened towards
me since he was 'taken,' as she called it, 'for death.' Both she and
Hildred helped to tend him.
And it came about that, before my father died, even the cause of
difference that had been between us was taken away.
It was but natural that they should blame me for still clinging to such
a mere shadow as the hope that Cuthbert might be alive. But I thought
that it must be God Himself who kept alight in my heart the little
spark of faith that no one shared, and that would not be extinguished.
Now I know that it was so.
For I was right after all. At last--at last, he came. One evening,
after Martha and Hildred had gone home and I was alone downstairs,
I heard the latch move as if some one was trying to lift it with an
unsteady hand. Then the door opened, and the sunshine and the shadow
fell across the floor--a man's shadow. I looked round carelessly, for
I was not thinking of him then. Other cares--my father's illness and
Hildred's presence, had driven him lately out of my mind. He had not
been so far from my thoughts for years as lately, when day by day he
was coming nearer to me.
Now, as I was telling you, I saw a shadow cast from the doorway.
I turned round. There, on the threshold stood a soldier in a worn
greatcoat--a dark man, with the empty sleeve of his right arm fastened
across his breast. As I got up, he took off his hat and spoke my name.
How did we meet? I cannot tell. What words does one use after such a
parting? How can you greet one, come back, as it were, through the
grave and gate of death? I only remember hearing myself say over and
over again, 'Cuthbert, Cuthbert.'
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