'God gave me back Cuthbert's life. I must try to make it a happy life.
I must redeem my promise. Willie, you will help me?'
And so the battle--the hard struggle--was over for her. Well, it was
far better so. She was not strong, my darling; she could not have borne
a long battle such as a man must fight, so God led her by a short sharp
road back to peace.
For a short time we stood together still. Then Hildred turned slowly.
'And now, Willie, just once before I go, I want you to say God bless
you.'
As she stood before me looking up at me, I put my hand upon her head,
and said, as steadily as I could, 'God bless my dear love for ever, and
make her happy.'
The tears were streaming down her face, not bitter tears, but quietly
sorrowful. And as I ended she clasped her dear arms for a moment
lightly round my neck, and kissed me. That was our farewell. We said
no more, and Hildred went away. I watched her until the door closed
behind her. When she shut it, the Hildred I loved and who loved me, had
passed away from my sight and from my life.
I do not mean that I did not see her, for she was often there when
I went to Cuthbert, and after a few days she came with him to the
Gatehouse.
Those days, the first of a good many that I had spent quite alone, gave
me time to think over many things. My duty began to grow plain to me.
Hildred had asked me to help her. I was growing to see more clearly how
I could best do so.
Cuthbert got better very quickly. He too, I believe, was thinking a
great deal just then of what his future life should be. Hitherto he had
been too sad and anxious to make plans, but now that Hildred seemed to
have come back to him, he began to wonder how they were to live. He
told me so once, when I was sitting by his bed, saying that he would
not let it trouble him just yet, he was too happy. Still, he could not
help remembering that his pension was very small, and that he had not
got two arms like other people. 'I wonder if I can earn enough for
Hildred with one arm,' he said. 'Do advise me, Will.'
I asked him to let the future rest for a little longer, and he was
content to do so, being weak still, as well as very happy.
In a few days he could walk about again, and one evening he and Hildred
came across the ruins and sat down to rest on the old stone bench
outside our house. I remember every little thing that happened on
that evening, so like, and yet so unlike, any other that I have ever
spent. I could almost repeat each word that was said, every-day and
purposeless as some of them would have appeared to any one but me.
I felt as if they must guess my secret, when I asked Cuthbert to come
home to-morrow and to look after the house and the Castle gate, while I
was away.
'Going away!' said Hildred, looking up.
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