It might have been much worse. I was taken home to Master Caleb's
house, and Mrs. Janet nursed me. Those weary weeks that I lay unable
to move, would not have seemed so endless if it had not been for my
longing to get home to Hildred. But for that, I should have been well
content. After the first days of racking pain were over, and I came
back to the knowledge of outward things, I used to lie and watch the
little scenes of household life that passed like pictures before my
eyes, and think how pleasantly true to my remembrance of them my old
friends were. Master Caleb, creeping up to my bedside laden with books,
in the full security that even at the worst they must be the best cure
for pain or fever--Mrs. Janet, ordering him and them scornfully away,
coming in with her business step and skilful hand, the very model of
a sick-nurse; prompt of action, short, positive, and encouraging of
speech. How like their old selves they were! And Mistress Dorothy, just
to have her there to look at, did me more good than anything else. None
of the power of comfort or healing had gone from her voice and smile.
To her only I could talk of Hildred. Of course I had told her all about
that. She only could quiet the restlessness that grew on me as the slow
days dragged on.
It seemed so hard to be away just then from Hildred. How was I to keep
still, thinking of what might have been by this time, if I had been
able to go home. Never before had I been without seeing her for so
long. I dreamt of her whenever I fell asleep, always the same dream,
that she was in trouble, and I could not move to help her.
Cuthbert, too, that was another trouble; how was he getting on with my
father all this time? When I was at home I could generally keep things
pretty straight between them, but they did not understand each other.
My father never cared for him; the little he said to him was sharp and
harsh. And Cuthbert--what wonder?--could not always bear it well. He
had a high spirit, and for all his sweet temper, he liked to take his
own way, and, once taken, chose to keep it. If I could only hope that
he would be patient now, or that my father would not try him with some
of those sharp bitter words that stung so deeply!
It was no use Mrs. Janet's telling me that an easy mind helped to mend
broken bones. It might be so, but an easy mind was quite beyond my
reach.
Dorothy did better than preach patience, she shared my impatience.
As often as I pleased she was ready to count over with me the weary
days that they said must pass before I was fit for a journey. Also she
charmed long hours away by letting me talk of Hildred.
My release came at last. I could walk pretty stoutly with a stick, by
the time that the coach dropped me, just after dusk on an evening in
June, at the crossing of the four roads, close to Wyncliffe village.
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