Day by day I talked to Hildred about Cuthbert, and told her how proud
she would be of him when he came home safe from the wars. And Hildred
believed all I said. It was easy to comfort her for the moment, only
the next day it was all to do over again. I used to build gorgeous
castles in the air for her, feeling all the time that it would half
break my heart to see any of them come true. Yet there was a pleasure
too in watching Hildred, listening with her eyes bent down, and the
long dark lashes that made her face look like a cloudy day sweeping her
cheeks despondently. And when at last she raised them it was just as if
the sun came out suddenly. She was like a child to talk to. I sometimes
thought, what a slight thing she was for two strong men to have set
their hearts upon.
And thus a long time slipped away. Cuthbert left us in the summer, and
winter was well on before Hildred got her first letter from him. That
letter, written at sea and sent home by a vessel which met theirs, how
much we all thought of it!
We stood round Hildred, waiting for news, as she held the big
brown letter in both hands, eager, flushed, and laughing, yet half
unwilling to break its great red seal. She unfolded it slowly and
read it out, her finger pointing along the lines. It was a beautiful
letter--everybody said so--and yet how little it told us about him! It
left him well, he wrote, and he liked a soldier's life, but he often
remembered home, and thought of his own true love by night and day. And
he sent his kind respects to all inquiring friends. That was all.
In time, the letter too became a thing that had come long ago, and the
winter dragged on into spring. Hildred grew slowly more accustomed to
Cuthbert's absence, and I knew better what a hard task it was that he
had left me.
I missed my brother Cuthbert sorely. I had never loved him more than
since he took from me unwittingly that which I cared for most in life.
With him all the life and cheeriness of our house had gone away--we who
remained were so grave and old.
Indeed Granny, the oldest of the three, was the most talkative, perhaps
the happiest. The twilight of her life was closing round her, and,
looking back over the long way she had come, she could talk cheerfully
over what had once troubled her the most, but which now lay dimly
remembered in the distance behind her.
Sometimes she reminded me of my mother, by the expressions which she
used. And I thought Mistress Dorothy was right when she said that there
is a language which the great Master teaches to all his scholars,
different as they may be to one another, and that it grows the more
easy to them the nearer they are to leaving school and being taken home
to their Father's house.
'Stephen will be vexed,' Granny said, 'to think that I should go; but
it's quite time, Willie, and I shall be glad;' and she went on, laying
her hand on mine, 'To think of me, my dear, poor me, with a golden
crown upon my head!'
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