It was the first time for very long that he had touched on that old
string. It was not by very many the last. The notion that I must bring
home a wife, to 'keep things straight,' and to take care of Granny,
had taken a strong hold upon him. If I was a fool, and would not marry
Hildred, I must find just some one else; but he had far rather have her
about the place than a stranger: he was used to the lass.
In vain I told him that she cared for Cuthbert, and would not marry me.
'Just you ask her. A bird in hand's worth two in the bush any day. Tell
her I'll be a father to her.'
Once it might have been, not now.
I could only try my best to prevent him from missing any of his
comforts, and turn my hand to everything. But I was clumsy: the woman's
work did not come easily.
And now Cuthbert had been gone for more than two years. A second letter
came from him some six months after the first. Since then we had heard
nothing.
Of course no one could expect to hear often from those out-of-the-way
parts of the world.
There were always plenty of good reasons to give Hildred, when she
wondered, as she often did, why she never got a letter. But after
months and months had passed away in silence, a thought of fear we did
not like to face, which we tried to stifle and forget, began slowly to
creep into our minds.
It seemed as if the clouds grew thicker as the third winter of
Cuthbert's absence darkened over us.
My words of hope and reassurance lost the ring of truth: they did not
comfort Hildred as they used to do.
'It's no good, Willie,' she would say. 'You can't make yourself believe
it all.'
No more I could. Even to my own ears my reasoning sounded hollow and
unsatisfying.
We knew that David Moore's wife had got a letter more than once since
we had heard, but--it seemed strange, her husband never so much as
mentioned Cuthbert's name. Whenever I could spare the time, which was
not often, for it was a long and rough journey, I went over to the
ferry, in the faint hope that they might have tidings for us. There
was a sort of tie between us and this household, where also there was
watching and waiting.
They did not watch as we did. They had less uncertainty, and perhaps
more patience. Moore's quiet little wife never lost her placid look for
long together, even though one of the letters she received was written
by a comrade of David's, to tell her that he was wounded and could not
write himself. He bade his wife not take on, for he was getting better,
and she believed, and obeyed him implicitly. As for the old father and
mother, their daily comforts were their first thought. The draught that
came from the kitchen window, and the fine crop of potatoes in the
garden, occupied them full as much as any fears for David. The pity
that Martha Clifford still bestowed on the poor Moores was wasted. As
long as they had Elfrida to work for them, they wanted nothing else.
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