Hildred took her hand from mine, but she did not speak. Only, when I
had said all I could, she whispered, 'Good-bye, Willie,' and turned to
go away.
'Hildred, you understand me,' I could not help saying. She looked back,
trying hard to smile, but her lips quivered sadly. She said, 'I am sure
you know best, Willie.'
And then she left me.
* * * * *
In the years that I have led a wandering life, it has been my fate to
hear many stories told. From wayfaring men, whose path has led them
for a time to journey with me--from travelled folk--from old people,
to whom (as after this you will know well) the memory of their youth
and the sound of their own voices is ever dear--from young ones full of
themselves and of the world, that is still new to them--from all these
I have heard many a tale.
In the summer twilight, when the stars are brightening--on lonesome
roads where there is little to speak of or to look for, except the
mile-stones--in crowded towns, I have listened to story after story.
Oftenest of all, beside some friendly fireside, on a winter's night
such as this is. The best stories come out then, the longest and the
strangest, sometimes the saddest. I have been reckoned a good listener
in my day. It is not easy to be weary, hearing of human hopes and
fears, of human hearts and troubles.
But what I wanted to say just now is this: I have seen that the best
story-tellers, those that get the most rapt listeners, put a great deal
of change into what they tell. They are fond of passing suddenly from
one thing to another, a sad bit, then a bright bit--a sunny day and
then a stormy night. They make you cry one minute, and the next you
are laughing with them. And so they go on, black and white, light and
shade, for ever. I hope you will forgive me that I do not know how to
do this. It must be the right thing in a story, since it succeeds so
well, but I cannot see that it is thus in nature. The sunshine and the
shadow do not fall by rule, one following the other. They come and go
at will. Sometimes a whole day's journey lies under an overcast sky,
at others scarcely a cloud comes across the sun from its rising to its
setting.
I would weave my story willingly after this chequered pattern if I
could, but it is told in sober earnest, and I must just go on in my own
fashion to the end, which is not so far off now.
My father did not know what to make of it when nothing came of what he
had said to Hildred, and all went on seemingly much as usual.
According to his custom he asked no questions, only gave sundry vexed
impatient looks at the door, and at Martha Clifford, when for several
days she came in alone to wait on him. On her part she went about
with pursed-up lips and a heavy step, setting things to rights with a
sort of fling, meant to show that in some way she felt herself to be
ill-used.
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