'I know it; we cannot tell. It may be so--God alone knows. That
question is in His hands not ours. But is Willie set free from the
solemn word he gave? Can he marry Hildred now, and yet feel that he is
faithful to the trust he took upon him, and true to the friend who left
all he cared for, without a fear, in his keeping? Willie,' she went on,
'it is very hard for you, a long hard trial and a rough path may lie
before you. It may be also that in this world you will never see that
you were right. Perhaps at the close of your life you will say, "Well,
all these years I might have been happy, and only for a doubt I have
been lonely all my life." But I think even then you will not grudge the
long struggle or the lonely years, and that you will draw near to your
end more peacefully, for having tried to do your duty to the uttermost
and to be "faithful unto death."'
I bent my head down lower and lower as she spoke. I was ashamed to
raise it up. Her words had swept away the mists that had seemed to be
rising round me and confusing me. The right was growing clear once
more. The bright haze that had dazzled my weak eyes was passing away,
and my duty stood stern and plain again before me.
I could not speak, but stood before her with my eyes bent on the ground.
'It was for Hildred's sake he doubted,' said my kind master, almost
pleadingly.
'I know it,' she answered very softly. 'I know it was; but Hildred
will be glad too, some day, that Willie has guarded her even against
herself. He must find strength for her also. It seems to me that there
could be for them no true content or rest, for the shadow of a trust
betrayed and of a broken word would stand between them, and day by day
the cloud of a fear they would not dare to speak of would darken over
their lives.'
There was silence all through the room. No one answered. My master
still sat half-turned and looking up at her. Mrs. Janet had left the
window and was facing us. Her hands were held in the attitude of
knitting, but the needles did not move, nor did she try to speak. I saw
them all without knowing that I looked. At last Mistress Dorothy spoke
again.
'Willie,' she said--the colour had flushed into her face, and its
earnestness made her beautiful to look at--'Willie, not to every one is
granted the opportunity of a great self-sacrifice. If God has willed
that your path should be very difficult, do not be afraid to walk in
it, for He will surely help you. Do not think so much of what you
_may_ do, as of what you _can_ do--of what you can give up at
His call. Choose the highest, for it will lead you nearer to Him. I am
a weak woman. I know I should not be strong enough to walk in your hard
path; but Willie'--she came near to me and took my hand,--'hitherto you
have been so noble and so true. Brave heart, be faithful to the end.'
The kind words, so unlooked for, so undeserved, came too suddenly upon
me. I had so nearly failed, and she said this. I kissed her hand--
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