The Strand Magazine, Vol. 27, January 1904, No. 157Various
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 27, January 1904, No. 157
Various
English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
An expression of intense longing lit his face as he paused, clutching
Miss Ainsworth's sleeve. "Do you think she will lose her voice on the
journey?" he gasped, hopefully. "It would be lovely if she did!"
Miss Ainsworth listened horrified; righteous indignation surged within
her well-meaning breast as she pictured the mother, torn by natural
affection, driven to risk her glorious gift of song for the whim of an
exacting child.
"Oh!" cried Miss Ainsworth, shaking him off angrily, "I had no idea you
were such a wicked little boy. I thought you really loved your mother,
and now I see you don't at all; you are thoroughly selfish and horrid.
Your letter must have hurt her very deeply. Of course, she values her
voice above everything. God gave it to her as a wonderful inheritance, a
divine talent, and you--you _hope_ she will lose it, never to find it
again! I don't want to talk to you any more, but if ill befalls your
mother it will be a judgment on you! Naturally she ought not to travel
against the advice of her doctor, but she is sacrificing her health for
the sake of granting an unkind and inconsiderate request!"
With these scathing words of rebuke Miss Ainsworth snatched up the
candle and strode from the room, shutting the door firmly behind her
without saying "good-night."
Hal remained very still. All in a moment the room had become peopled
with dark fancies and ugly forms. Dread stole like a human presence to
the disconsolate little soul. Hal shivered and, shrinking down, hid his
head in the sheets. The lecture, with its awful truths, returned like a
heavy blow, causing physical pain to the sensitive temperament of the
highly-strung boy. He had meant no harm by the ignorant words, whose
child-like pathos touched the deepest chord in the heart of the famous
singer. Not for the world would she have had one syllable of Hal's
letter altered by the tutoring hand of a shocked Miss Ainsworth, while
tears and smiles together answered the appeal of that quaint, unstudied
expression of the boy's mind.
But Hal knew nothing of this as the darkness gathered round him. He
heard only the condemning phrases: "You are thoroughly selfish and
horrid! I thought you really loved your mother! If ill befalls her it
will be a judgment upon you!" He set his lips and pressed his knuckles
firmly to his eyes. What was this dreadful thing he had done--all
unconsciously--to the mother for whom he would willingly have given his
life? She was on the sea now, against her doctor's advice, and the wind
was beating on his window-pane and moaning round the house. He felt he
could hardly bear the thought, and the sound of the pitiless rain
tortured him.
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