Hungary -- History -- Joseph II, 1780-1790 -- Fiction
And what better offer could he have had? A new life in a new country
where all the old unhappy past could be for ever blotted out and
forgotten, with no remaining links to bind him to his old days. Nothing
more tempting could the Emperor have suggested.
He took the fatal indictment with him, and returned home to study its
contents--and a bitter reading it made. By turns he laughed at the
horrible tragicomedy, and then ground his teeth in rage at the stupidity
and malice of it all; the whole thing was put together with such a
grotesque lack of reason. The heaped-up charges would have sufficed to
condemn the accused over and over again, and Ráby hardly recognised
himself in this double-dyed traitor, who had been guilty of almost every
crime. There would be no judge living who, had such charges been proven,
would not have passed on him without mercy the capital sentence. And to
think that this avalanche of lies had been heaped up by those for whom
he was labouring to free from oppression, those for whom he had suffered
so much, and was still suffering, who were now vilifying him as a
traitor.
At that moment he was very nearly throwing over the cause of the people
for good and all, and fleeing to a country where he should never hear
the name of his native land again.
And then a terrible struggle began in Ráby's soul. On one side all his
vanity and self-respect rose in arms to urge him to flight. Was he to
labour without reward for this miserable people, and make its most
distinguished leaders his enemies? Was his name to be dragged in the
mire through the length and breadth of the land to gratify their
malice? Could he not turn his back on it all, and find in a foreign
capital that field for his gifts where they would have a worthy scope
for their display, and be cherished and rewarded? Fame and wealth on the
one hand, misery and disgrace on the other, and at best, the doubtful
credit of the informer--that was the choice!
Long did the two strive for mastery, and darker and more hateful grew
the picture of what he might expect if he returned to his self-imposed
work. Was it not better to root out from his soul all thoughts of his
fatherland?
And in the midst of it all there arrived Mariska's letter, which was the
only one of all his missives he opened and read just then.
Twice, thrice, he read it, with its too well-understood appeal: "Do not
come back again!" And her words decided him.
And indeed if Ráby had not, after reading it, sprung up and cried, "Now
I will go back!" he had not been worthy of having his history written in
this record.
What if he owed it not to his people or his prince to go back, at least
he owed it to Mariska, and he would remember his debt. To her, at least,
he would prove that he was a man who did not turn his back on danger,
but went boldly forth to brave it when duty and his country called, and
to justify himself at that country's tribunal.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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