The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
Fiction
"Strelsa dear, I shall always care for you; but I have discovered that
love is another matter--higher or lower as you will--but different. And
I do not think I shall be able to love the girl who does what you are
decided to do. And that does not mean that I criticise you or blame you,
or that my sympathy, affection, interest, in you will be less. On the
contrary all these emotions may become keener; only one little part will
die out, and that without changing the rest--merely that mysterious,
curious, elusive and illogical atom in the unstable molecule, which we
call love--and which, when separated, leaves the molecule changed only
in name. We call it friendship, then.
"And this is, I think, what you would most desire. So when you do what
you have determined to do, I will really become toward you what you
are--and have always been--toward me. And could either of us ask for
more?
"Only--forgive me--I wish it had been Sir Charles--or almost any other
man. But that is for your decision. Strelsa governs and alone is
responsible to Strelsa.
"Meanwhile do not doubt my affection--do not fear unkindness, judgment,
or criticism. I wish I were what you cared for most in the world--after
the approval of your own mind. I wish you cared for me not only as you
do but with all that has never been aroused in you. For without that I
am helpless to fight for you.
"So, in your own way, you will live life through, knowing that in me you
will always have an unchanged friend--even though the lover died when
you became a wife. Is all clear between us now?
* * * * *
"If you are ever in town, or passing through to Newport or Bar Harbour,
stop and inspect our gallery.
"It is really quite pretty and some of the pictures are excellent. You
should see it now--sunlight slanting in through the dusty bay-window,
Dankmere at a long polished table doing his level best to assemble
certain old prints out of a portfolio containing nearly a thousand;
pretty little Miss Vining, pencil in hand, checking off at her desk the
reference books we require in our eternal hunt for information; I below
stairs in overalls if you please, paint and varnish stained, a
jeweller's glass screwed into my left eye, examining an ancient panel
which I strongly hope may have been the work of a gentleman named
Bronzino--for its mate is almost certainly the man in armour in the
Metropolitan Museum.
"Strelsa, it is the most exciting business I ever dreamed of. And the
beauty of it is that it leads out into everything--stretches a
thousand sensitive tentacles which grasp at knowledge of beauty
everywhere--whether it lie in the sombre splendour of the tapestries of
Bayeux, of Italy, of Flanders; or deep in the woven magnificence of some
dead Sultan's palace rug; or in the beauty of the work of silversmiths,
goldsmiths, of sculptors in ivory or in wood long dead; or in the
untinted marbles of the immortal masters.
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