The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
Fiction
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"When you pass through this furnace of Ascalon called New York will you
stop among the Philistines long enough to take a cup of tea with
us?--I'll show you the pictures; Dankmere will play 'Shannon Water' for
you; Miss Vining will talk pretty platitudes to you, Daisy will purr for
you, and the painted eyes of Dankmere's ancestors will look down
approvingly at you from the wall; and all our little world will know
that the loveliest and best of all the greater world is breaking bread
with us under our roof, and that one for once, unlike man's dealings
with your celestial sisters, our entertainment of you will not be wholly
unawares.
"R. S. QUARREN."
The basement workshop was aromatic with the odours of solvents, mediums,
and varnishes when he returned from posting his letter to Strelsa. His
old English mentor had departed for good, leaving him to go forward
alone in his profession.
And now, as he stood there, looking out into the sunny backyard, for the
first time he felt the silence and isolation of the place, and his own
loneliness. Doubt crept in whispering the uselessness of working, of
saving, of self-denial, of laying by anything for a future that already
meant nothing of happiness to him.
For whom, after all, should he save, hoard, gather together, economise?
Who was there to labour for? For whom should he endure?
He cared nothing for women; he had really never cared for any woman
excepting only this one. He would never marry and have a son. He had no
near or distant relatives. For whose sake, then, was he standing here in
workman's overalls? What business had he here in the basement of a
shabby house in midsummer? Did there remain any vague hope of Strelsa?
Perhaps. Hope is the last of one's friends to die. Or was it for himself
that he was working now to provide against those evil days "when the
keepers of the house shall tremble"? Perhaps he was unconsciously
obeying nature's first law.
And yet, slowly within him grew a certainty that these reasons were not
the real ones--not the vital impulse that moved his hand steadily
through critical and delicate moments as he bent, breathless, over the
faded splendours of ancient canvases. No; somehow or other he had
already begun to work for the sake of the work itself--whatever that
really meant. That was the basic impulse--the occult motive; and,
somehow he knew that, once aroused, the desire to strive could never
again in him remain wholly quiescent.
* * * * *
Both Dankmere and Miss Vining had gone to lunch, presumably in different
directions; Daisy and her youngsters, having been nourished, were
asleep; there was not a sound in the house except the soft rubbing of
tissue-paper where Quarren was lightly removing the retouching varnish
from a relined canvas. Presently the front door-bell rang.
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