The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
General
The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
Fiction
She appeared to be so intent, so absorbed on her bouquet tying that he
involuntarily leaned nearer to watch her. A fragrance faintly fresh
seemed to grow in the air around him as the hill-breeze stirred her
hair. If it came from the waving grass-tops, or the honeyed fruit or
from her hair, or perhaps from those small, smooth hands, he did not
know.
For a long while they sat there without speaking, she steadily intent on
her tying. Then, while still busy with a cluster, her slim fingers
hesitated, wavered, relaxed; her hands fell to her lap, and she remained
so, head bent, motionless.
After a moment he spoke, but she made no answer.
Through and through him shot the thrilling comprehension of that
exquisite avowal, childlike in its silent directness, charming in its
surprise. A wave of tenderness and awe mounted within him, touching his
bronzed cheeks with a deeper colour.
"If you will, Chrysos," he said in a still voice.
She lifted her head and looked directly at him, and in her questioning
gaze there was nothing of fear--merely the question.
"I can't bear to have you go," she said.
"I can't go--alone."
"Could you--care for me?"
"I love you, Chrysos."
Her eyes widened in wonder:
"You--you don't _love_ me--do you?"
"Yes," he said, "I do. Will you marry me, Chrysos?"
Her fascinated gaze met his in silence. He drew her close to his
shoulder; she laid her cheek against it.
CHAPTER XV
Toward the end of the first week in August Strelsa wrote to Quarren:
"Sometimes I wonder whether you realise how my attitude toward
everything is altering. Things which seemed important no longer
appear so in the sunlit tranquillity of this lovely place. Whatever
it is that seems to be changing me in various ways is doing it so
subtly, yet so inexorably, that I scarcely notice any difference in
myself until some morning I awake with such a delicious sense of
physical well-being and such a mental happiness apropos of nothing
at all except the mere awaking into the world again, that, thinking
it over, I cannot logically account for it.
"Because, Rix, my worldly affairs seem to be going from bad to
worse. I know it perfectly well, yet where is that deadly
fear?--where is the dismay, the alternate hours of panic and dull
lethargy--the shrinking from a future which only yesterday seemed
to threaten me with more than I had strength to endure--menace me
with what I had neither the will nor the desire to resist?
"Gone, my friend! And I am either a fool or a philosopher, but
whichever I am, I am a happy one.
"I wish to tell you something. Last winter when they fished me out
of my morbid seclusion, I thought that the life I then entered upon
was the only panacea for the past, the only oblivion, the only
guarantee for the future.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account