The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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Until Dankmere had inconvenienced his features he had walked downtown to
his office every day, lank, long-legged, sleek head held erect, hatchet
face pointed straight in front of him, his restless eyes encountering
everybody's but seeing nobody unless directly saluted.
Now, his right eye rivalling a thunder-cloud in tints, he drove one of
his racing cars as fast as he dared, swinging through Westchester or
scurrying about Long Island. Occasionally he went aboard the _Yulan_,
but a burning restlessness kept him moving; and at last he returned to
South Linden in a cold but deadly rage, determined to win back the
chances which he supposed he had thrown away in the very moment of
victory.
Strelsa Leeds had now taken up her abode in her quaint little house; he
learned that immediately; and that evening he went over and came upon
her moving about in the dusky garden, so intent on inspecting her
flowers that he was within a pace of her before she turned her head and
saw him.
"Strelsa," he said, "can we not be friends again? I ask no more than
that."
Too surprised and annoyed to reply she merely gazed at him. And,
because, for the first time in his life, perhaps, he really felt every
word he uttered, he spoke now with a certain simplicity and self-control
that sounded unusual to her ears--so noticeably unlike what she knew of
him that it commanded her unwilling attention.
For his unpardonable brutality and violence he asked forgiveness,
promising to serve her faithfully and in friendship for the privilege of
attempting to win back her respect and regard. He asked only that.
He said that he scarcely knew what to do with his life without the hope
of recovering her respect and esteem; he asked for a beggar's chance,
begged for it with a candour and naïveté almost boyish--so directly to
the point tended every instinct in him to recover through caution and
patience what he had lost through carelessness and a violence which
still astonished him.
The Bermuda lilies were in bloom and Strelsa stood near them, listening
to him, touching the tall stalks absently at intervals. And while she
listened she became more conscious still of the great change in
herself--of her altered attitude toward so much in life that once had
seemed to her important. After he had ceased she still stood pensively
among the lilies, gray eyes brooding. At length, looking up, she said
very quietly:
"Why do you care for my friendship, Langly? I am not the kind of woman
you think me--not even the kind I once thought myself. To me friendship
is no light thing either to ask for or to give. It means more to me than
it once did; and I give it very seldom, and sparingly, and to very, very
few. But toward everybody I am gently disposed--because, I am much
happier than I ever have been in all my life.... Is not my good will
sufficient for any possible relation between you and me?"
"Then you are no longer angry with me?"
"No--no longer angry."
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