The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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"You make me very angry," she said; "I like you--I'm quite happy with
you--and suddenly you try to tell me that my friendship is lavished on
an unworthy man; that my taste is low, and that you're a kind of a
social jackal--an upper servant----
"I feed on what the pack leaves--and I wash their fragile plates for
them," he said lightly.
"What else?" she asked, furious.
"I take out the unfledged for a social airing; I exercise the mature; I
smooth the plumage of the aged; I apply first aid to the socially
injured; lick the hands that feed me, as in duty bound; tell my brother
jackals which hands to lick and which to snap at; curl up and go to
sleep in sunny boudoirs without being put out into the backyard; and
give first-class vaudeville performances at a moment's notice, acting as
manager, principals, chorus, prompter, and carpenter."
He laughed so gaily into her unsmiling eyes that suddenly she lost
control of herself and her fingers closed tight.
"What are you saying!" she said, fiercely. "Are you telling me that this
is the kind of a man I care enough for to write to--to think
about--think about a great deal--care enough about to dine with in my
own house when I denied myself to everybody else! Is that all you are
after all? And am I finding my level by liking you?"
He said, slowly: "I could have been anything--I could be yet--if
you----"
"If you are not anything for your own sake you will never be for
anybody's!" she retorted.... "I refuse to believe that you are what you
say, anyway. It hurts--it hurts----"
"It only hurts me, Mrs. Leeds----"
"It hurts _me!_ I _do_ like you. I was glad to see you--you don't know
how glad. Your letters to me were--were interesting. _You_ have always
been interesting, from the very first--more so than many men--more than
most men. And now you admit to me what kind of a man you really are. If
I believe it, what am I to think of myself? Can you tell me?"
Flushed, exasperated by she knew not what, and more and more in earnest
every moment, she leaned forward looking at him, her right hand
tightening on the arm of the sofa, the other clenched over her twisted
handkerchief.
"I could stand anything!--my friendship for you could stand almost
anything except what you pretend you are--and what other malicious
tongues will say if you continue to repeat it!--And it _has_ been said
already about you! Do you know that? People _do_ say that of you.
People even say so to me--tell me you are worthless--warn me
against--against----"
"What?"
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