But he hadn't wholly forgotten how to smile. His face lighted as
remembrance came to him. "They are a different kind of smiles--that's
all," he explained. "Perhaps there will be many of them in the days to
come. Linda, I have no regrets. I've played the game. Whether it was
Destiny that brought me here, or only chance, or perhaps--if we take
just life and death into consideration--just misfortune, whatever it is
I feel no resentment toward it. It has been the worthwhile adventure. In
the first place, I love the woods. There's something else in them
besides death and hatred and unhappiness. Besides, it seems to me that I
can understand the whole world better than I used to. Maybe I can begin
to see a big purpose and theme running through it all--but it's not yet
clear enough to put into words. Certain things in this world are
essentials, certain other ones are froth. And I see which things belong
to one class and which to another so much more clearly than I did
before. One of the things that matters is throwing one's whole life into
whatever task he has set out to do--whether he fails or succeeds doesn't
seem greatly to matter. The main thing, it appears to me, is that he has
tried. To stand strong and kind of calm, and not be afraid--if I can
always do it, Linda, it is all I ask for myself. Not to flinch now. Not
to give up as long as I have the strength for another step. And to have
you with me--all the way."
"Then you and I--take fresh heart?"
"We've never lost heart, Linda."
"Not to give up, but only be glad we've tried?"
"Yes. And keep on trying."
"With no regrets?"
"None--and maybe to borrow a little strength from the pines!"
This was their new pact. To stand firm and strong and unflinching, and
never to yield as long as an ounce of strength remained. As if to seal
it, her arms crept about his neck and her soft lips pressed his.
XXVII
Toward the end of the afternoon Linda saddled the horse and rode down
the trail toward Martin's store. She had considerable business to attend
to. Among other things, she was going to buy thirty-thirty
cartridges,--all that Martin had in stock. She had some hope of securing
an extra gun or two with shells to match. The additional space in her
pack was to be filled with provisions.
For she was faced with the unpleasant fact that her larder was nearly
empty. The jerked venison was almost gone; only a little flour and a few
canned things remained. She had space for only small supplies on the
horse's back, and there would be no luxuries among them.--Their fare had
been plain up to this time; but from now on it was to consist of only
such things as were absolutely necessary to sustain life.
She rode unarmed. Without informing him of the fact, the rifle had been
left for Bruce. She did not expect for herself a rifle shot from
ambush--for the simple reason that Simon had bidden otherwise--and Bruce
might be attacked at any moment.
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