The whole issue was clear in his mind at once. The cold had deepened in
these hours of dawn, and he was slowly, steadily freezing to death. Even
now the blood flowed less swiftly in his veins. Death itself, in the
moment, had lost all horror for him; rather it was a thing of peace, of
ease. All he had to do was to lie still. Just close his eyes,--and soft
shadows would drop over him.
They would drop over Linda too. She lay still beside him; perhaps they
had already fallen. The war he had waged so long and so relentlessly
would end in blissful calm. Outside there was only snow and cold and
wracking limbs and pain, only further conflict with tireless enemies,
only struggle to tear his agonized body to pieces; and the bitterness of
defeat in the end. He saw his chances plain as he lay beneath that gray
sky. Even now, perhaps, Simon was upon them. Only two little rifle
shells remained with which to combat him, and he doubted that his
wounded arm would hold the rifle steady. There were weary, innumerable
miles between them and any shelter, and only the terrible, trackless
forest lay between.
Why not lie still and let the curtains fall? This was an easy, tranquil
passing, and heaven alone knew what dreadful mode of egress would be his
if he rose to battle further. All the argument seemed on one side.
But high and bright above all this burned the indomitable flame of his
spirit. Even as the thoughts came to him it mounted higher, it propelled
its essence of strength through his veins, it brought new steel to his
muscles. To rise, to fight, to struggle on! Never to yield until the
Power above decreed! To stand firm, even as the pines themselves. The
dominant greatness that Linda had found in this man rose in him, and he
set his muscles like iron.
He struggled to rise. He shook off the mists of the frost in his brain.
He seemed to come to life. Quickly he knelt by Linda and shook her
shoulders in his hands. She opened her eyes.
"Get up, Linda," he said gently. "We have to go on."
She started to object, but a message in his eyes kept her from it. His
own spirit went into her. He helped her to her feet.
"Help me roll the blankets," he commanded, "and take out enough food for
breakfast. We can't stop to eat it here. I think we're in sight of the
main trail; whether we can find it--in the snow--I don't know." She
understood; usually the absence of vegetation on a well-worn trail makes
a shallow covering of snow appear more level and smooth and thus
possible to follow.
"I'm afraid the snow's already too deep," he continued, "but we can go
on in a general direction for a while at least--unless the snow gets
worse so I can't even guess the position of the sun. We must get farther
into the thickets before we stop to eat."
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