“I mind me well. Ut was three years old an’ oz bug oz a led o’ ten. Old
Tom hed been goun’ from bed tull worse, ploughun’ up an’ down the fields
an’ talkun’ an’ mutterun’ tull humself. On the marnun’ o’ the day I mind
me, he was suttun’ on the bench outside the kutchen, a-futtun’ the handle
tull a puck-axe. Unbeknown, the monster eediot crawled tull the door an’
brayed after hus fashion ot the sun. I see old Tom start up an’ look.
An’ there was the monster eediot, waggun’ uts bug head an’ blunkun’ an’
brayun’ like the great bug ass ut was. Ut was too much for Tom.
Somethun’ went wrong wuth hum suddent-like. He jumped tull hus feet an’
fetched the puck-handle down on the monster eediot’s head. An’ he hut ut
again an’ again like ut was a mod dog an’ hum afeard o’ ut. An’ he went
straight tull the stable an’ hung humsel’ tull a rafter. An’ I was no
for stoppun’ on after such-like, an’ I went tull stay along wuth me
suster thot was married tull John Martin an’ comfortable-off.”
* * * * *
I sat on the bench by the kitchen door and regarded Margaret Henan, while
with her callous thumb she pressed down the live fire of her pipe and
gazed out across the twilight-sombred fields. It was the very bench Tom
Henan had sat upon that last sanguinary day of life. And Margaret sat in
the doorway where the monster, blinking at the sun, had so often wagged
its head and brayed. We had been talking for an hour, she with that slow
certitude of eternity that so befitted her; and, for the life of me, I
could lay no finger on the motives that ran through the tangled warp and
woof of her. Was she a martyr to Truth? Did she have it in her to
worship at so abstract a shrine? Had she conceived Abstract Truth to be
the one high goal of human endeavour on that day of long ago when she
named her first-born Samuel? Or was hers the stubborn obstinacy of the
ox? the fixity of purpose of the balky horse? the stolidity of the
self-willed peasant-mind? Was it whim or fancy?—the one streak of lunacy
in what was otherwise an eminently rational mind? Or, reverting, was
hers the spirit of a Bruno? Was she convinced of the intellectual
rightness of the stand she had taken? Was hers a steady, enlightened
opposition to superstition? or—and a subtler thought—was she mastered by
some vaster, profounder superstition, a fetish-worship of which the Alpha
and the Omega was the cryptic _Samuel_?
“Wull ye be tellun’ me,” she said, “thot uf the second Samuel hod been
named Larry thot he would no hov fell un the hot watter an’ drownded?
Atween you an’ me, sir, an’ ye are untellugent-lookun’ tull the eye,
would the name hov made ut onyways dufferent? Would the washun’ no be
done thot day uf he hod been Larry or Michael? Would hot watter no be
hot, an’ would hot watter no burn uf he hod hod ony other name but
Samuel?”
I acknowledged the justice of her contention, and she went on.
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