Rahel was as enigmatic and as paradoxical as the race from which she
sprang. With her, as with her race, the unexpected happened. The
daughter of a wealthy merchant and bearing the name of Rachel Levin at a
period when a Jewish name was the greatest social handicap in Berlin,
she had risen to a secure place in society. Princes courted her, artists
sought her counsel, men of letters craved her opinion. No less a
personage than Wolfgang von Goethe, at the very zenith of his fame, sent
in his card. Unlike her social rival, Henrietta Herz, it was not
physical beauty nor fascinating coquetry that helped her win her
position in society. Rather plain looking, save for her brilliant black
eyes, and small of stature, she possessed that indefinable charm which
is even more attractive than beauty; and although she had already
reached her fiftieth year her slender figure gave her a girlish
appearance.
With the tact of a clever hostess she engaged one guest in conversation
while her ears caught the drift of the talk of another.
“Rahel has discovered a new poetic genius,” her husband was saying.
His smile was not that of banter but rather of triumph. There was pride
in his small featured countenance.
A little man, with a large head and an ugly sharp face, was laughing
blandly, as an echo to von Ense’s remark.
“I see you are sceptical about new poetic geniuses, Pastor
Schleiermacher,” resumed von Ense.
“No,” said the little man, still laughing, “but I thought that with Herr
von Goethe still alive Frau Varnhagen would admit of no other poetic
genius.”
Rahel, who was giving her attention to one of Hegel’s discourses—Hegel
was always delivering discourses, even in drawingrooms—caught the gist
of Schleiermacher’s ironic remark and her smiling eyes seemed to say,
“Wait until Professor Hegel gets through with his monologue and you
shall get your deserts.”
However, the opportunity had not yet come. Professor Hegel was still
laboring to complete his sentence in his strong Swabian accent, speaking
haltingly, with jerking gestures, and, swaying his body awkwardly, he
continued:
“As I was saying, when I think a thought, for instance, I am not
thinking my own thought but only part of the universal thought of all
human intelligence, and while the thought strikes me as my own it is
only the thought of the universe I am thinking, and when I think of God,
or rather of the absolute, the idea of the consciousness of one, I am
only thinking as part of the whole which is God—in other words, my
consciousness of this thought and the opposite of this very thought are
one and the same thing, both being the same consciousness of an integral
whole——”
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