Rahel, with the _savoir faire_ of the hostess of a celebrated salon,
made a special effort to put the young man at his ease. She realized
that in spite of his innate pride—the pride she well understood—the
gathering of so many notables, so many years his seniors, embarrassed
him. She meant to be his patroness. Inwardly she was already proud of
him. She was not displeased with the manner in which he met the
brilliant assemblage. She could see he was not over-modest but she was
enough of a student of human nature to know that while true genius may
understand its own limitations it is never humble enough to reveal them
to others. Again, she was pleased because he did not betray his Semitic
lineage. She had not yet outlived her secret wish to obliterate her
racial past, though in her heart of hearts—deeper than she permitted
herself to penetrate—she was proud that he was of her race.
She kept close to him all evening, eagerly watching over him lest he
might make some _faux pas_ and put himself in a wrong light before the
critical audience. She was conscious of his youth and of his readiness
of speech, and knew the prejudice of elders against a talkative young
man, no matter how scintillating. For after a momentary constraint
Albert joined in the conversation with his wonted recklessness and
offered opinions that might be construed as presumptive in a man of his
age. And she was particularly glad that he had made a favorable
impression upon Gublitz. The editor was not as pedantic as most of the
coterie and possessed enough of cynicism himself to appreciate the young
poet’s bitter tongue. She was counting on the editor of the
“_Gesellschafter_” to be of service to her protégé.
Though she urged him to read a few of his poems she was pleased when
Albert declined, and she was still more gratified when he handed her a
packet for her personal perusal.
II.
Albert left Rahel’s salon elated. Rahel was a revelation to him. In the
past two years he had met learned Professors at Bonn and Goettingen, and
had met a few charming women, but had as yet never met a person of
either sex that combined the erudition of pedants with the ease
engendered by good social breeding.
What particularly drew him towards her was her naturalness; her freedom
of sham, her uncompromising truthfulness. And what was rarest of all,
she was innocent of all prejudices. She could sympathize with those
whose opinions were diametrically opposed to her own. Inner suffering is
very often the most effective instructor of tolerance. The only thing
she despised and for which she showed no sympathy, was correct
mediocrity—Philistinism. At last Albert Zorn had found a kindred
spirit.
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