Albert joined the _Burschenschaft_ at this critical moment, and brought
to it all the zeal of a new convert. Hitherto he had given but little
thought to political strife, his being had been immersed in romantic
sentiments of the heart, but in this league he beheld the means to a
great end. To him the _Burschenschaft_ stood for the contending force
against Prussianism. And when one night the students marched to the
Kreuzberg, back of the town, where by the glow of flaming torches and
bonfires they voiced their undying loyalty to the great cause, Albert
Zorn was one of the most fervid. It was his first taste of action. His,
innate love of liberty flared up and took the place of his erstwhile
sentimentality.
Through the carelessness of a fellow student, who had written a report
of this torch parade to an editor, the authorities learned of this march
and at once cited the offenders to appear before the
_Universitätsrichter_ (college judge). In the protocol it was charged
that not only was the _Burschenschaft_ greeted with “_Lebe hoch!_” but a
seditious speech was made which ended with the following ominous words:
“Brothers, a great burden rests upon our shoulders. We must free the
oppressed Fatherland!” And out of the 216 members of the
_Burschenschaft_ only Albert Zorn and three others were singled out for
chastisement. True, he was not severely punished but the accusation and
the proceeding of the trial were enough to deepen his hatred for
Prussian rule, and to dampen his ardor for Bonn. Moreover, this
unexpected jolt brought clarity to his vision. His temporary illusion
was gone. He saw the futility of the _Burschenschaft_; its members had
not displayed such courage at the trial as to arouse his admiration. He
saw in their endeavors nothing but sound and empty phrases. He had
mistaken the boyish circle for a manly organization.
In addition to his disillusions came the crushing disappointments as
regards Christian Lutz. Albert was grieved at the change in his boyhood
friend. The son of a Prussian official, he began to reveal his inner
self. The leopard could not change his spots. Instead of the buoyant
youngster that he had been in former years, Christian was now a stolid
young man and frowned upon all liberal views. Albert felt that Christian
was regarding him with the eyes of a Prussian official, for which
function he was preparing himself. And Christian had also lost interest
in literature. He regarded Albert’s poetic flights as mere child’s play,
unbecoming a serious minded student.
At the end of the second semester Albert again found himself alone and
aloof, walking, brooding, planning, sick at heart. Everybody and
everything had suddenly changed, only he was the same, the same dreamer,
dreaming of things that were not coming true.
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