The next moment sadness appeared on his face. He turned his head and
muttered, “_Ach, das ist schrecklich! Ein Toter, lechzend nach den
lebendigsten Lebensgenüssen._ All my life I wished to write a Faust—a
Faust different from all the Fausts ever written, different also from
Goethe’s—but I never fully understood my Faust until now. The
conception of my Faust is a devout monk who had piously practiced
self-denial and the mortification of his body to such an extent that his
flesh shrivelled. Then Mephistopheles comes to tantalize him and brings
him a maiden of matchless beauty. The saintly monk falls from grace,
flings his life-long belief aside, and woos the fair Marguerite, who
returns his love, but the poor monk can play his tune on only one
string. Of all his earthly senses desire is the only one left him; a
thirst unquenchable. Like old Job, he curses the day on which he was
born even as he scraped himself with a potsherd to soothe his pain, but,
unlike the Man of Uz, Faust dies with a curse of God upon his lips,
without realizing that the great beauty-loving God has punished him for
his failure to listen to His Voice earlier in life. The wasted monk is
then taken to the region of the Styx, where other fools like himself are
baptised in waters of spouting flame and anointed with boiling oil and
sulphur, and after a period of purification is sent back to earth, fully
rejuvenated. In the second volume of my Faust I would sing of Paradise
Regained.”
Albert chuckled. The Butterfly now understood why the critics spoke of
him as the German Voltaire. No one could be at once so reverent and
blasphemous as Albert.
The sun was setting, the afternoon glow was gone, invisible shades of
darkness were descending upon the sick room; silence was round them.
Even the parrot was hushed.
“Ah, the first volume of my Faust I have already lived,” he sighed, “but
there won’t be a second volume.” Then, with a light laugh, “who can
tell, perhaps the life of Paradise Regained may yet be granted me, too.
I rather like the Buddhistic doctrine of Reincarnation. I may return to
earth as the crowned Sultan of Turkey.”
She caught the spirit of his levity and remarked, “From all reports you
have already lived the life of a Sultan—only uncrowned!”
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