“You are so sympathetic,” he was saying to her, referring to her
attitude rather than her words. She had extended her hand to him but he
was in no haste to part. He could see her eyes in the dark. They were
fixed upon his face sympathetically, and they were so close to each
other.
Suddenly—he never could recall how it came about—his hands began to
creep along her arms—they crept slowly, barely touching her sleeves,
from the wrists upward—until the tips of his sensitive fingers felt the
contact of her slender shoulders—he felt their smooth roundness, the
yielding softness of the velvet garment over them—and then his arms
entwined her. When their lips met she caught her breath with an
involuntary little gasp—half sob, half cry, and clung to him grippingly
for a moment but soon rested in his arms, scarcely breathing, with the
stillness of death. For a bare second he was frightened. He could not
hear her breathe.
“Eugenie,” he whispered. He now held her at arm’s length and peered into
her face, but it was so dark that he could only see her dilated eyes.
She was just staring at him, mystified at the first kiss from a man’s
lips. “Eugenie,” he whispered again, but he only heard her catching her
breath in response. He bent forward and kissed her moist slender fingers
and bade her good night. Her fingers clung to him as they parted, almost
drawing him back. “Good night,” he repeated. Her reply was no louder
than her breathing.
They parted.
He walked away a few steps, turned around, and halted. He saw a shadow
moving toward her house. When he saw the door open he walked away as
fast as his legs could carry him, as if he were speeding away from a
scene of crime. He also entered his room stealthily. And when in bed he
tried to understand what had happened. It all seemed like a dream. He
tried to persuade himself it was a dream. He was in love with Hilda. He
was sure Hilda was the only one he loved. Then his mind recalled the
scene of the reapers. Was he like the driver, that beast-like peasant?
He sighed. He found himself pitying Eugenie—that sweet, gentle,
trusting Eugenie—and despising himself. He hated himself. His eyelids
were soon wet with tears, an unbearable pain in his breast. The thought
of Eugenie wrung his heart; it gnawed at his brain. Albert was easily
given to tears, and they now flowed freely. He wept for Eugenie. She was
so pure, so beautiful, so tender, so sympathetic, and he treated her as
if—as if she were a reaper in the fields!
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