What was pounding in his ears so clamorously? The dashing waves by the
sea . . . the driver was kissing Hilda . . . What surprised him was that
the sight did not shock him and he looked on and laughed; he was not
even jealous; there was no resentment in his heart. He laughed and told
Frau Rodbertus not to mind it—Frau Rodbertus, in her long gown and
slippers, was seated in his lap and calling him sweetheart, and he was
married to the widow . . . As he was trying to recall when he had
married her Hilda and Eugenie came in, arm in arm. But how they were
dressed! Barefooted, with short skirts of unbleached linen and loose
blouses, like the reapers; and then Uncle Leopold—it was Uncle Leopold
but he wore a beard like Aaron Hirsch—rushed in and waved a stick at
him—the stick looked like an axle . . .
He stirred and said to himself he did not know why he could not fall
asleep, then stirred again, opened his eyes and beheld day-light. He
leaned out of bed, reached for his watch on a chair close by, and jumped
out. He had overslept.
XIII.
Eugenie’s image persisted in intruding upon him. In fact, he found
himself thinking more of Eugenie than of Hilda; there was more
tenderness in his heart when thinking of Eugenie than when thinking of
Hilda. And every time he glanced at that omnipresent Aaron Hirsch—Aaron
Hirsch had again seen him with Eugenie—he thought of Eugenie. Aaron had
said nothing to him about her but he could read something in his
rolling, roguish eyes. While copying entries into the ledger he did it
mechanically, his mind wandering in other regions. He was visualizing
those sweet moments with Eugenie in the dark street and experiencing the
sensation over again.
A few days later Albert was summoned to his uncle’s private room. Albert
was in a grave mood because of the return of a few poems which he had
sent to an editor at Munich.
He found Uncle Leopold at his secretary, austere and domineering.
“Take a seat.” He said this in a commanding tone.
Albert sat down, feeling the worthlessness of life more keenly.
“I have something of the gravest importance to say to you,” Uncle
Leopold commenced, his eyes averted. He then paused.
Albert caught his breath and waited.
“It’s about your general conduct,” he snapped. “They tell me awful
things about you.”
“I’ll try to be careful about my work in the bank,” Albert said
contritely. For the moment Albert’s pride was gone. His pride would
always sink with the rejection of his manuscripts.
“I don’t care so much about your work,” the banker said with an
irritable wave of his hand. “These mistakes can be corrected. It’s your
life mistakes. No one but yourself can correct those.”
The banker again paused. Albert looked at his uncle puzzled. He could
not fathom the cause of the present complaint.
“You have been seen in bad company,” the banker resumed in a more
serious tone. “The nephew of Leopold Zorn must not bee seen running
around with dissolute women.”
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