Kingston would have liked to go alone. Gundred had just succeeded in
irritating him, he felt, to the last point of endurance. Her bland
impenetrability was nothing short of tragic. Nothing could ever teach
her what to say and what to leave unsaid, for nothing could teach
her to feel. She had the sublime elephantine tactlessness of perfect
self-satisfaction. Her husband, for one wild moment, wanted to get away
from it all--from Gundred, level, monotonous, stodgy, yet unsatisfying;
from the dear good old mother who did not count, who never could
count; from Isabel, tormenting, tantalizing, odious Isabel. To be
alone, up there in the radiance, far above the world of desire and
dissatisfactions--that would be, at least for half an hour, rest and
relief. But he was to have none; Isabel was to come, emphasizing at
every point the exasperating perfections, the exasperating limitations
of his wife. With her usual primitive clumsiness, so utterly at
variance with Gundred’s well-drilled movements, Isabel flounced out of
the carriage, alighting with a jumping flop that brought down a coil
of hair and a shower of pins. Kingston noticed that, as usual, her
placket was open. He waited in silence till she should have finished
her untidy adjustments.
Gundred repeated her injunction.
‘Aunt Minna will be so surprised if you are not there in time to
receive her,’ she said. ‘Do be certain that you have time, darling.’
Kingston forced himself to speak. ‘Ivescar is just over the hill,’ he
said. ‘We shall be there as soon as you. It will be a short cut--up one
side of the Simonstone, and down the other. Are you ready, Isabel?’
Yes, Isabel had finished tucking up her skirt. It was a skirt as
inadequate for visiting as for mountaineering. And now she had bunched
it up on one side to give her legs full play, and its effect was not
only incongruous, but lumpy and lopsided. However, for such matters
Isabel cared nothing. She was ready. Without another word, Kingston
turned aside and opened a gate. Together they passed through into the
field bordering the road, on their way to the copse above, that sloped
up to the limestone cliff, and so led on to the heights overhead.
Gundred watched them go. A faint, a very faint ripple of doubt trembled
across the calm waters of her self-complacency. She had the strangest,
the most ridiculous, the most unheard-of feeling that in some way she
had not been at the height of the situation. In some way, she had a dim
instinct of having failed. As the carriage drove on, she suddenly found
herself feeling a little lonely, a little cold.
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