Trees, steeples, villages, stood up clear and vivid everywhere in the
valley beneath, remote and tiny in the depths; but where each river
coiled and writhed through woodland, there coiled and writhed across
the face of the earth a monstrous sleepy dragon of white vapour. Higher
up, again, in the narrower mountain valleys, wherever water flowed,
the runnels of its course were filled with a dense bellying mass like
pale smoke. From the hills behind, too, from the stern, deep-channelled
country of fell and moor, rolled down towards the lowlands of
Strathclyde great sluggish remoras of mist, blotting out each hollow in
a snowy void, and leaving only here and there a little islet of dark
rock or heather in the white swirling sea of their tide, as they lapped
and curled round the lesser hills below. As the sun grew stronger,
their volume momentarily ebbed and melted, but in the first moments
of day the glen of Ivescar brimmed over with their confused currents,
beneath the brow of the Simonstone, and as Kingston gazed down over the
edge, he looked into a blank and woolly vacancy.
While he stood there Isabel approached. There was no more battle, no
more challenge in her air. Knowledge of the truth was enough for the
hour. In the cold clear purity of dawn the ardours and agonies of
passion could have no place. Kingston and she had found the great
secret of their common life; no more words were needed.
Kingston turned to her.
‘We may as well be starting down,’ he said. ‘It will be easy enough
now. I only hope Gundred has not been in a great state of anxiety. Did
you get any sleep?’
‘It was a bony bed,’ replied Isabel, ‘but I managed to rest quite
fairly. But I feel utterly tired and squashed. Do let us go home, and
get fed and cleaned and decent again.’
‘In a few minutes,’ said he, ‘we shall hardly be able to believe we
have ever been up here. This night will seem like fancy.’
‘Or else we shall feel that we have been up here all our lives, since
the very beginning of things. Kingston, I was angry with you, but you
have taken me up on to a mountain, and showed me more beautiful things
than I ever thought there were in the world. I have been thinking.
Perhaps I understand a little better now.’
He studied the calm radiance of her face. The sun fell full upon it,
gilded and glorifying.
‘Yes, Isabel,’ he said, ‘we must do what we can. We must try to--to
honour ourselves. I am glad you begin to understand. After all, nothing
can take away the thought of what we have found together up here,
you and I. And we must not let that thought get spoiled, Isabel. How
pompous I sound, though!’
She sighed. ‘I am always running my head up against the walls of
life,’ she answered. ‘I think I do see now what a mistake I made. I
hurt myself and you. Oh, I shall never pretend to have conventional
morals like you, but I am beginning to understand that self-denial is
sometimes a splendid form of self-indulgence.’
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