Though neither knew it, Isabel’s stormy intervention and terrible
exit had tided them over the difficult preparatory stage of wedlock.
Now that she was gone, they gradually settled down together in that
elastic bond of mutual tolerance which promises so well for permanent
peace. Neither any longer expected too much from the other. Kingston
grew to acquiesce in Gundred’s limitations, and rejoice in her
perfections, without feeling fretted by the one or satiated by the
other. He did not ask her to be an intellectual companion, to talk,
allure, amuse. She was always cool and pretty to look at, always cool
and pleasant in temper, an admirable hostess, housekeeper, and friend,
altogether level and satisfying as a companion. He had had enough of
vain searchings for the ideal. Nothing could divorce him from the
memory of Isabel. He carried it with him from day to day, shrined in
the depths of his heart, and through the placid duties and happinesses
of his life never ceased to worship that lost part of himself, and
yearn for its recovery. But on the surface he wore a face of perfect
contentment, and his marriage with Gundred soon subsided into a
whole-hearted alliance that was put to no strains, that stood the wear
and tear of intercourse, and was felt to be quite ideal by all that had
the privilege of watching it. And Gundred, now that the storm was over,
gave equal allowances to her husband. The time was gone by now for high
emotions and anguish. Her dim jealousy had vanished with its cause, and
she no longer pined for the perfect intimacy that her nature made it
impossible for her to attain. Instead of being in love with Kingston,
she was now devoted to him, served him loyally and piously, made it
her pride to keep him comfortable and contented. She divined in what
quarter her strength lay, and took pains to cultivate all the qualities
that gave her a hold on her husband. She learned life’s lesson, grew
accommodating instead of exacting, prayed for him instead of preaching
at him, and pressed upon his acceptance nothing that he did not want.
The years had worn down the sharp corners of their characters in the
mill of marriage, until at last their harmony was exact and without any
apparent possibility of discord.
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