‘I should so like to,’ she said; ‘but the mothers will expect me to
be here, of course, to receive them. It would be so shocking to play
them false. And the movement is such a good one. I never feel that one
is in the world solely for one’s own pleasure. One belongs to others,
and one’s highest joy should always be to do one’s duty by one’s
neighbours--yes?’
‘It is rather a nuisance at times, don’t you find?’ asked Kingston,
on whom his wife’s habit of uttering edifying little speeches on all
occasions never failed to have a slightly irritating effect, even after
twenty years’ experience of them.
‘But one should not consider one’s self,’ answered Gundred correctly.
‘It is a terrible thing to be selfish. Besides, if God has given
one special advantages, one should be glad to make use of them to
make others happy. Houses and position and things like that are only
precious because one can turn them to the use of others--yes? I should
never like to think that I found my factory-girls and my mothers and my
curates a nuisance. I look upon them as part of my duty in life. And
duty is the truest pleasure.’
Kingston felt as if he were in a dream. How different was this
atmosphere of tranquil platitude from the feverish, restless world of
longing in which he had lately been so busy. His mind staggered at the
thought that this cool, deliberate Gundred could be of one blood with
the harried, lonely creatures who frequented the spirit-raiser’s in
desperate craving for lost loves and silenced voices. What kin was he
himself--he with his secret cult, his deep secret ambition, to this
placid woman, so secure in the intimacy of her God, so sedate in the
conscious enjoyment of all her duties? It was a grinning irony that
held them linked; in actual fact, they were mere acquaintances, knowing
nothing of each other, sympathizing in nothing, bound only by the soft
amicable bonds of custom and convenience.
Breakfast was over. Gundred gathered up her letters in a tiny sheaf and
rose. ‘I must go and see Motherley,’ she said, ‘about the arrangements
for this afternoon. I think one ought to have iced coffee for the poor
things in this hot weather, don’t you?’
Gundred could never, in any possible circumstances of rank or
condition, have been induced to leave the reins of household management
in the hands of those who were paid to hold them. She was one of the
many women who are housekeepers from their birth. The exercise of
diligent economy was very dear to her heart, and she made a merit
of indulging herself in it, by insisting that she attended to such
matters only from a strong sense of duty. Kingston gave due weight to
her question as he pondered it.
‘Yes,’ he said very gravely, ‘on the whole I really think you might
allow the mothers iced coffee.’
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