Ivor Restormel saw something strange in her manner, but took no heed.
He did not in the least care what Lady Gundred Darnley might choose to
think of him. He felt confident that he could in no way have offended
her; further than that his interest in her attitude did not go. The
secret dislikes of one’s acquaintances are incalculable. It is both
hopeless and useless to take such things into one’s consideration. One
can but watch one’s own behaviour to keep it clear of offence, and then
leave the rest to Providence.
‘Brakelond must be wonderfully beautiful,’ continued Ivor Restormel,
amiably manufacturing conversation in the pause made by Gundred’s
sudden lapse into silence, ‘judging by the view of it from here. I
have never seen anything so fairy-like and splendid. I suppose you
have rebuilt the burnt part long ago? All wood, you say it was? Yes, I
have heard so much of that old wing that I feel as if I knew it well,
every step and winding of it. Ugh! what a ghastly death-trap!’ Again he
shuddered at his vivid recollections of a place he had never seen.
Any criticism on her family or its possessions always roused Gundred to
polite animosity. Now the feeling came to her rescue, and armed her
against this dreadful young man who seemed so pleasant and innocuous.
‘It was very interesting and wonderful,’ she answered reprovingly.
‘We all loved it. But, of course, wood is always rather a peril--yes?
Oak panelling is most delightful, but one cannot help feeling it a
responsibility.’
‘I hate the very idea of it,’ replied the other with fervour. ‘Why,
whenever I think of those wooden rooms at Brakelond, I can smell that
horrible cold, old, acrid smell of a burnt-out ruin--the horrible smell
of charred wood, which gets into one’s nostrils and one’s throat.
Sometimes in my life I have had to meet that smell, and whenever I get
a whiff of it, I always have a vision of the wing at Brakelond, all
wrecked and blackened and fallen in, haunted by the dreadful acid fumes
of stale fire and smoke.’
Gundred might have protested further against the quite uncalled-for
vigour of Ivor Restormel’s memory, but at that moment Mrs.
Hoope-Arkwright was making efforts to capture her attention from behind
a bower of odontoglossums. She smiled her acquiescence, made some
indifferent remark to her neighbour, and rose to head the departing
procession. Thank Heaven, the ordeal was over, and she had come out of
it safely, without any more loss of self-respect than was involved in
the conception of so incalculable an instinct of hostility. Gundred
felt her self-complacency returning. She knew that it does not matter
what sentiments one may entertain, so long as one gives no sign of
entertaining them. One’s private blemishes are one’s own private
concern alone, provided that one does not let one’s clothes slip down
and reveal them to the world.
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