‘Really, Kingston,’ she said, ‘you are almost trying at times.’
Her husband felt himself annihilated. This, from Gundred, was very
heavy rebuke. He made no answer, and they drove on to Brakelond without
another word.
CHAPTER XVIII
Gundred, however, was too good a wife to make useless difficulties. As
her husband had invited this young man, this young man must clearly
be endured. After all, the visit would soon be over, and she herself
need not put in more than a bare appearance. To tell the truth, she
was not quite easy as to her own attitude in the matter. It could not
be altogether right to conceive such violent antipathies, and she was
painfully surprised to find herself entertaining such a feeling. She
told herself that there could be no smoke without fire, and that sooner
or later her infallible female instinct would be found justified. But
until it should be so found justified, she was far too conscientiously
good a woman to be happy in the indulgence of an unreasonable hatred.
Accordingly, she deliberately suppressed her annoyance, and made it her
penance to receive Ivor Restormel on the morrow with her usual quiet
grace. The effort brought its own reward; dislike him mysteriously,
instinctively, she still did and always would, but there was no longer
the uncomfortable vehemence about the feeling. She could tolerate him,
though she could not make him welcome.
Ivor Restormel walked over in the afternoon. Gundred gave him tea
and then left him to her husband’s care, on the plea of a post to
catch. Kingston took his guest into the new wing that had been built
on the promontory after the fire, and proceeded to question him
and talk to him more exhaustively than had been possible the night
before amid the exigencies of a party, no matter how scandalously
disregarded. There was no beginning about their friendship, it seemed
to Kingston, no breaking of new ground. It was simply the picking up
of a dropped thread where it had fallen. The feeling was strange and
almost uncanny, the more so that it was evidently not shared by Ivor
Restormel. He received his host’s overtures with diffidence, seemed
ill at ease, at a loss to understand the warmth of his treatment. Mr.
Darnley was nothing more to him than a chance acquaintance of the night
before. As the dialogue went forward, too, the visitor’s uneasiness
became more and more marked. His face took on a strange look of strain
and anxiety; in his speech could be heard from time to time that note
of abstraction which can be heard in a voice whose owner is trying
hard to keep up a conversation, while his mind is fixed far away on
the contemplation of unpleasant private matters. Kingston watched
the expression of his guest’s eyes, the curious hunted fear that his
whole manner began to suggest, and again experienced more strongly
than ever the mysterious feeling of having seen that manner, that
strained expression, somewhere before. His memory must be playing him
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