Suddenly Gundred could bear the ordeal no longer. The matter-of-fact,
innocent cheerfulness of it all was too much for her, with her terrible
secret foreknowledge. She knew that Heaven had doomed every one of
those happy people, so as to make sure of Ivor Restormel. Of course,
he alone might fall, or strangle, or have a stone dropped on his head.
But, on the whole, it was far more likely, far more in accordance
with Scriptural precedent, that guilty and innocent should all perish
together. So much the worse for the innocent! Her mystic exaltation
did not go the length of protesting against their fatal plan at the
eleventh hour, but it was not quite firm and faithful enough to bear
the grim spectacle unmoved. She turned hastily and moved away up the
empty bed of the stream, leaving Jim and her husband to watch the
descent. From the bend in the river-bed she turned to take a last look
at her enemy. He was still chattering and smiling with his friends,
adapting the rope, adjusting satchels and packages. Kingston was saying
something at which they both laughed. Then Gundred, very sick and heavy
at heart, in spite of her sense of sacred ecstasy, turned the corner
and was out of sight of the pothole.
Kingston eyed the narrow gulf of darkness with unspoken dread. Now, at
the last moment, he disliked Ivor’s determination to share the descent.
He hated the idea of watching the boy disappear into that night below.
It seemed too symbolic of that eternal night into which the restored
memory must one day pass again. And yet, the granting of his own
importunate desire, what had it brought him except the bitterness of a
yet fiercer, more insatiable desire? For a while he would even be glad
to have rest from his tormenting, baffling intimacy with the secret
thing that could never hear the cry of his voice. Let the boy go down,
then, into the darkness, carrying with him that wonderful mystical
thing that he enshrined. Kingston’s fingers were raw and bleeding,
his whole soul broken and agonized with long fruitless plucking and
battering at the locked doors of that shrine. Let it go, then, for
half an hour, and leave him at peace. As it had returned to him once
before, out of the greater darkness of the grave, so, in the course of
a few moments, it would come back to light again from the darkness of
the pit, and all his torments would be renewed, growing ever keener
and fiercer towards the dim end that he dared not try to foresee. The
knowledge of doom was black and heavy upon him as he watched the boy
preparing for his disappearance, and, in the concentration of his
bitter mood, he hardly heard the voice of Jim, now once more raised in
eager pleading to be allowed the joy of the descent.
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