However, their unuttered thoughts of the new-comer dominated every
remark they made, and it was a relief when evening drew near, and
each minute brought nearer and nearer the abrupt termination of their
solitude. Isabel had telegraphed her joy at being permitted to come,
and her intention to do so immediately. Orders were given to prepare
for her, and she was expected to arrive in time to dress for dinner.
When, therefore, the carriage returned empty from the station, six
miles away, after having kept dinner waiting for half an hour, both
Kingston and Gundred felt their grievances redoubled. Kingston saw
how right he had been to detest the very notion of this disorderly
stranger, and Gundred realized more than ever how slack and neglectful
of her husband it had been not to forbid the importation of such a
disconcerting element into their ordered tranquillity. Meanwhile a
telegram arrived, explaining that Isabel had lost her train, had
taken a ‘special,’ and hoped to arrive in an hour or so. Again the
carriage was sent, and, after another tedious interval of expectation
the lovers were told that its lights could be seen returning up the
hill. To ease the arrival of a shy, desolate colonial Gundred decided
to receive her in the great hall itself. Accordingly, at the news,
Kingston and Gundred passed on through the dim, gaunt passages of
outwork and bastion until they found themselves at last in the heart
of the big Drum Tower. The hall was a vast flagged expanse, walled
in by high, dusty glooms, into whose recesses no light of any feeble
lamp or lantern could penetrate. Grime and weary antiquity seemed to
permeate it, and the air was close and heavy with a scent of mouldered
greatness. Kingston, as he went, began insensibly to play a game with
himself. He picked out the names of four moods, to be repeated to
himself, one for each flag on which he trod; and his fate, his whole
attitude to Isabel was to be foretold by the paving-stone on which his
foot should rest at the instant of the new-comer’s alighting. His fancy
was taken from the game which children play with their cherry-stones,
and the moods he chose were ‘Love, Hate, Fear, Contempt.’ In turn he
repeated them as he stepped from flag to flag, careful always never to
set his foot on any boundary line. ‘Love, Hate, Fear, Contempt,’ he
murmured inwardly from stone to stone, while Gundred walked briskly
at his side, her clear mind a hundred years removed from any such
silly infantile fantasies. Now they were drawing near the huge, gaping
doorway. There were not so many of the great squares left to tread, and
the jingling approach of the carriage could be more and more clearly
heard. Kingston’s heart began to beat with the artificial excitement
of his game. ‘Love, Hate, Fear, Contempt....’ The carriage had driven
up.... ‘Love, Hate, Fear, Contempt....’ He lingered, hoping that the
stranger would alight appropriately on the word ‘Contempt.’ In vain.
There was some delay.
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