‘Oh, but they don’t die at all,’ cried Isabel. ‘Very few people are
great and holy enough to die. Nine people out of ten just change
shapes and go on again. You can tell that by the fuss they make. One
always fusses more when one harries about at a junction than when one
arrives at a terminus. Most people, when they come to die, are simply
getting out of one train and into another on their journey. Arriving
at the end is a much more simple solemn business. That is what I mean
by dying. And for that one needs a splendid stage. It is a far leap
into Nirvana, and if one is to make it, one wants a good take-off,
a running jump from a strong springy board, with nothing to trammel
one and lessen one’s movements. To hop along into another mean little
manifestation, as most people do, requires very little outside help.
It is hardly more than a shuffle from one bed to another. One does not
want any spring-board for that.’
‘I expect,’ said Kingston, ‘that a vast number of quiet good people
reach Nirvana without big jumps or spring-boards, or anything of the
sort. They go on living obscure, kindly lives, and then, at the end of
everything, they just gently slip away and cease, and enter Nirvana
without any splash at all.’
‘Ah, those are the people who go on the great journey without luggage.
But the average person takes any amount of packages and parcels with
him, all kinds of fears and fusses and hopes and terrors. And the
reason why he makes such a to-do whenever he has to change trains or
carriages is because he is so afraid he may leave one of the precious
bundles behind. He thinks they are his individuality, just as a decent
woman thinks that her clothes are hers. In fact, scarcely anyone
can conceive an idea of himself without his trappings. And so, all
along the Great Railway, you have people wailing and shrinking at the
thought of death. They know, in their heart of hearts, that at each
change they leave one or two of the bundles behind--a fear or a hate
or a habit--and they cannot understand that they can continue to be
themselves without the bundles. They think, as I said, that the bundles
are an essential part of themselves; whereas it is not till one has
gradually shed all one’s bundles that one can hope to arrive, one’s
own real unhampered self, at the Terminus. It is only the Self that is
meant to arrive, not the bundles. They are the common property of all,
like clothes and rugs and umbrellas, but each man’s self is a lone,
isolated thing.’
She spoke with her usual fire, urgently, with hands lavishly waved, and
blazing eyes. Gundred, quite out of the talk, left behind in the lower
world, looked on with bewildered disapproval.
‘Travelling is a great trouble--yes?’ she hazarded. ‘I always have as
little luggage as possible.’
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