‘Don’t see how you can possibly tell that,’ he said, standing over her,
with his hand on the back of his wife’s chair; ‘and I don’t see that it
matters--to you, at all events.’
‘A perfect match,’ continued Isabel, pursuing her thought with no
attention to Kingston--‘a perfect match--I suppose it is when neither
husband nor wife is a match for the other. No, it doesn’t matter a bit.
Only I am interested. I always am. I have only just arrived from the
back of beyond, and yet I feel as if I had known you both--known you,
at least, for half a dozen centuries. I can see all sorts of odd things
in your mind--things that you have no idea of. You are quite naked to
me as I look at you.’
Kingston conceived an instant red desire to shake and maltreat this
insolent barbarian.
‘Are you coming in to tea?’ he asked, turning away as if to leave her.
Isabel sat up in the long garden chair in which she had been lounging.
‘Stop,’ she said.
Angrily, against his will, he stopped and turned towards her. Her voice
compelled him. Unknown voices were answering her in his heart.
‘Well?’ he asked, trying to mitigate the animosity that surged within
him, no less at her demeanour than at the power she exerted.
‘Don’t be so angry with me,’ she replied; ‘or don’t be angrier than you
can help. I am a moral hooligan; I am quite irresponsible. So you need
not think me more odious than I am. Honestly I mean no harm. But one
must amuse one’s self.’
‘Necessarily by annoying everyone else?’ asked Kingston as amiably as
he could.
‘I don’t mean to,’ said Isabel; ‘nobody ever cared less about annoying
people than I do.’ She rose swiftly, with a certain lithe splendour of
movement. ‘Listen,’ she said in a new voice of seriousness, her eyes
on a level with his: ‘I have an impulse. I will tell you the truth, as
far as I can. Perhaps you think that what I say and do is simply bad
manners and sheer native offensiveness. It isn’t that. It is that I
don’t care--neither what happens, nor what I say, nor what anyone else
in all the world may say or think or do. I don’t care a damn. Not a
single solitary. I never have. And, of course, that simplifies conduct
immensely, though I admit it may make one a little trying to live with
at times. Do you understand?’
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