“Love?” she echoed, in low tones of surprise; and another long silence
followed, while I waited eagerly for the words that did not come, and
she averted her head so that not even the dimly glowing eyes were
visible. Then, when the suspense was becoming embarrassing, I found
hesitating speech, which gradually grew more fluent and assured; and
all the pent-up emotions of months welled forth and forced a passionate
torrent from my tongue, so vehement as to surprise even myself. I told
her how immeasurably dear she had become; how she had been for me
the central light of all this strange world; how she had soothed my
loneliness, dispersed my despair, and given me hope and a reason for
living; how my life could have meaning and beauty only if she had a
share in it, while without her all things would be desolate and blank.
All this and much more I poured forth in an eager rhapsody, not pausing
to reflect that I was but repeating the sentiments of a million lovers;
and the strength of my feelings perhaps lent wings to my commonplace
words, and gave them a power that no analysis could reveal. Or perhaps
it was that Atlantean lovers never expressed themselves as do lovers on
earth; for even in the darkness I was aware that Aelios was listening,
listening intently, listening almost with a breathless interest, as
though she had never heard or imagined words such as mine.
After I had finished, she seemed still held in some spell of
speechlessness. For several tense seconds, slow-dragging portentous
seconds that seemed minutes long, I waited for her to brook silence.
But when her response came, it was in passionless tones that contrasted
oddly with my emotion; and with an accentuation so feeble as to
resemble a whisper, she declared, “All this that you say seems strange
to me, very, very strange. You speak of love, but I fear I do not
understand. Perhaps love in your land is not the same as here, for I am
sure that what you speak of is not what we would call love.”
“And what would you call love?” I asked.
“It is something that hardly needs a name. It is like none of those
momentary attachments that men and women sometimes feel. It is
something that wraps one’s whole being in a mighty flame, and is born
chiefly of a kinship of the mind and heart; and when it comes, it need
not be much spoken of, but can never be forgotten or lost.”
“That’s just what I feel toward you, Aelios!” I assured her, fervently.
“But I do not know if it is what I feel toward you,” she returned,
simply. “I do not know--I cannot yet be sure.”
“But you think that perhaps--that perhaps sometime--” I gasped, wild
hope springing to life within me.
“Yes, perhaps sometime--I cannot say,” she murmured, slowly.
But in her tones was the assurance of that which her expressed words
denied; and, with the exultation of unlooked for success, I at last
flung myself free of restraint, and my arms found their way about her
slim, resisting form.
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