I admitted that he had surmised correctly, and was relieved to be
admitted into the house without further questioning. Having passed
through a broad hallway or vestibule illumined by large, swinging
orange-colored lamps, we entered a daintily tapestried sitting room
featured by lanterns of pale blue. The young man bade me be seated on
the seaweed-decorated sofa, and then left me momentarily to myself; and
in that brief snatch of solitude I found myself assailed by storms of
jealous questions. Who was the young man? And in what relationship did
he stand to Aelios? Was he perchance some suitor of hers? Or was he
merely her brother? Or was it possible--oh, unspeakable thought!--that
she was already married, and that this was her husband?
At the latter reflection I experienced in advance all the pangs of
unsuccessful love. My head swam with senseless fury; I was weighed
down with anticipatory despair, and saw myself the victim of hopes
that could never be fulfilled. I had just reached the darkest point
of my broodings, and was just telling myself that of course I could
never attract so admirable a woman as Aelios, when I heard a well known
melodious voice murmuring, “What is the matter today, my friend? What
are you so depressed about?”
* * * * *
Recalled from my dejection as from a bad dream, I sprang up to take the
hand of Aelios, who was smiling as graciously as though my visit had
been expected and even welcomed.
But what I next said I cannot recall. No doubt it was some bit of
nonsense not worth repeating; indeed, it would perhaps have been some
bit of sentimental nonsense, had I not recalled the existence of the
unknown young man. But since I was too diffident to inquire who he
might be, and since the thought of him remained with me in spite of
Aelios’ kindness, I refrained from all sentimental advances in this,
our first private meeting. It is true, that whenever her blue eyes
flashed, they drew me toward her like twin magnets; it is true, that
whenever she smiled, her inexpressibly sweet smile, I yearned to dash
down all barriers in one long fervent confession; yet I was thankful
even to be able to sit side by side with her quietly talking. In the
wide years that separate me now from that brief enchanted interview, my
memory has lost track of what she said, it merely retains how she said
it; I can recall the sparkling eagerness with which her words poured
forth, like the wavelets of a rapid crystal stream; I can recapture
the sage nodding and tossing of her head, the ripples of deep feeling
that passed and repassed on her mobile countenance, the luminescence as
from some inner sun that would make her whole face shine as she uttered
some rare bit of wit or fancy. But I do not even know the subject of
our discussion, except that it was a theme suggested by her and that it
was impersonal; I only know that it was she who did most of the talking
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