British -- France -- Fiction; Humorous stories; Riviera (France) -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
"But how to get it?" sighed the boy once more. And even as he sighed
the fury of the Pole and the terror of the two women suddenly came
before his mind in such an absurd light that he burst into a roar of
light-hearted laughter. "My word! but you made that poor girl sit
up," he shouted. "You couldn't have gone for her worse if the other
woman had been your sister or mother."
Chapter XV
An Italian Lesson
With all her childishness and perversity, Ermengarde was not
destitute of judgment and critical taste. Long before she reached
the end of "Storm and Stress" she perceived that it was a really fine
work, giving evidence of power and imagination and a knowledge of
human nature, hitherto dormant and unsuspected in her husband. There
was humour in it, unexpected flashes, that occasionally made little
bursts of laughter startle the quiet of her room, and pathos poignant
enough to bring hot, sudden tears to her eyes. She read on and on
through the night, too much engrossed in the drama to think of the
writer till overcome by sleep; and, when she woke, shivering in the
cool dawn, read on to the end instead of going to bed.
Then she remembered that all this moving drama of intense thought and
feeling, of insight into character, and vital, insoluble problems,
came from the mind and heart of the man at whose side she had lived
so long and so blindly, who had misunderstood her, and whom she had
misunderstood, with whose real inward life and thought she had never
once been in touch.
The man had lived a double life; he possessed two distinct selves,
one of which was entirely strange to her. The Arthur she knew, the
humdrum, irritating, fireside being of everyday life, could never
have written "Storm and Stress"; he was absolutely devoid of the
fire, the passion, and the imagination, the tenderness and poetry,
the refined humour and delicate fancy, contained in that fine novel.
He had never remotely hinted to her of the existence of these
intricate social and political questions, so forcibly presented in
this picture of actual life. And what could he know of the inner
workings of a mother's heart--he who had misunderstood and wounded
those of his own child's mother? Arthur, that cold, sarcastic being,
that ambulant wet blanket upon all enthusiasms? No; she had married
two men, and one was a stranger; she had unthinkingly mated with a
genius, and never found it out; she was the wife of a man carrying a
dark lantern that was always turned away from her.
It was humiliating; it was exasperating, the more so from the vague
and haunting sense of remorse it kindled within her. Yet she was
pleased, and in a way proud, to discover this rich mine of powerful
imagination and intellectual vigour in the man so near her. But the
thought that she was shut out and allowed no part in it chilled and
cut her to the heart, even while conscience asked rather grimly why
the publisher's parcel had remained so long unopened, receiving no
adequate reply.
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