British -- France -- Fiction; Humorous stories; Riviera (France) -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
After all, there were worse women than the poor countess. She was a
good comrade, and infinitely to be pitied. Was it her fault that she
had been torn from her convent in the white innocence of ignorant
girlhood and flung without power of protest into the arms of an
elderly and unlovable husband, with no pause for reflection, and
neither knowledge nor a moment's experience of life? What was there
to guide and protect a lovely, lonely, fascinating girl, childless
and unloved, and unconscious alike of her power and her weakness,
through the rocks and quicksands of a hard and cruel world? Poor
child--poor, dear, good-hearted countess! And if her reputation were
a trifle damaged, how many, far less tempted and yet of spotless fame
in the eyes of a hoodwinked world, were frailer than she! And, after
all, who was spotless among women--except Agatha?
To be near Agatha would be calm and safety from that wild and
wandering fire. And yet, as he sat listening to the multitudinous
murmur of broken seas, with her hand pressed hard to his side, he was
powerless to shake off the spell of that passionate hour; the
physical attraction, the glowing eyes, the transfigured beauty, the
thrilling voice, the pathos, the pity, the deep emotion, were always
in his eyes and ears and heart. What could Agatha know of that, or
of the intensified power of it all in an hour of desperate need and
misery?
"Is it true," he asked, after a long silence, "that my mother is
pressed for money, and that you give typewriting to the girls?"
"Ask her yourself. I may say nothing."
"And are you _that man's_ paid secretary? Don't say that's true--not
that."
"What man?"
"Oh, that foreign chap, that Pole--de Konski, as he calls himself.
He's on some secret service; half English he says he is. He's all
right for me; but for you to be his secretary!"
"Certainly I am--his confidential secretary."
"Good Lord! Confidential! Mixed up in all that underhand
business--intrigues--who knows what devilry! In his pay! And why?
When you have a good home, when mother is wanting you, and would give
anything to have you back with her."
"Surely you know why, Ivor--not that your poor mother does. We try
to keep the worst from her. The girls help a little--she thinks it
is her own money. She can't realize how that has dwindled--and then
my--pay is very good."
"O Lord! As bad as that! And if only--yes, I might have gone
straight, I might--if only--if only you had given me a chance, a
hope, had kept true to me!"
"True? I have always been the same to you. We have always been
friends, Ivor, ever since we were such little things, playfellows,
then companions. Always fond of each other--in that way--till now,
when you reproach me and make other claims upon me."
"I should never have got into this mess if only you would have cared
for me."
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