British -- France -- Fiction; Humorous stories; Riviera (France) -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
She had inspected and admired the church, beautifully and lovingly
adorned, though so plain outside, and beautifully kept as if in
constant use, and had been touched by the votive offerings hung about
on the walls--ships chiefly, with here a gun, here a crutch and there
a heart--all so quaint to unaccustomed eyes; and the thought of all
the unsuspected heart-breaks and secret agonies of prayer, in that
quiet mountain solitude alone, besides those throbbing and aching in
the great, lonely, million-peopled world outside, rolled up like a
huge tidal wave and crashed upon her heart. But that some prayers
were answered, some secret agonies had happy ending, the quaint
votive offerings bore witness, filling her with a hope full of peace,
and assuring her that some day, ever so distant perhaps, but some
day, before the ending of time, all humble, heartfelt prayers of
earnest faith and unselfish love would at last bring forth some fruit.
What a different world to-day, sunning itself in splendour of blue
and gold and green, to that of yesterday, when the darkness of storm
and the chill lash of hail had been over all. Everything seemed made
for happiness; the gladness of flowers blooming in every crack and
crevice, pink rock-roses creeping about the rocky path, white and
pink cistus starring the bushes on every slope, lavender spikes here,
and tall purple and black iris there, masses of peach-bloom edging
olive-woods, with many an unknown, unconsidered blossom, all turned
sweet faces in gladness to the sunshine; all the deep dark verdure of
gorge and mountain-flank, with vine and garden-growth about terrace
and house, seemed as if breathing a deep and joyous and peaceful life
round village and cot, while ever-soaring sunlit mountain-peaks
rushed up with glad and silent aspiration into the pure dark sky, the
hill-spurs at their feet thrusting many a noble, firm-based buttress
far out into the dark splendour of a sapphire and turquoise sea.
Even the clean-walled, smokeless town and white ribbon of road, over
which toy vehicles and horses and tiny doll-men crawled along the
torrent-brink, in oleander shade far below, seemed much too gay and
gladsome to admit any shadow of tragedy or sting of pain.
And yet what heart-break, what despair, what loneliness of heart
might be--nay, must be--there, hidden and silently borne with more or
less valour; and how the very gladsomeness and glory of all this
lovely earth seemed to put a sharper knife-edge on the pain, that
turned and turned insupportably in the heart, Agatha mused in the
weariness and dull apathy weighing her down after yesterday's sharp
suffering.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account