British -- France -- Fiction; Humorous stories; Riviera (France) -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
But sorrow is heavy and hard to bear in youth, when fullness of life
throbs in every heart-beat, rebelling at every denial and refusing
every pang; and there are moments when all that should console and
soften suffering contributes to deepen and intensify it. As the
graceful solitary figure walked wearily along the torrent bed in a
network of shadows woven by the plane-tops, all the sunny beauty of
gorge and peak, of lemon orchard and glowing pine-top and dream-soft
olive haze, and all the purple splendour of sea and sky and blue
bloom of distance wrought upon her with such power that every sense
and faculty, uplifted and expanded, helped to put an edge on the
anguish within her. The higher the rocky path turning from the level
bed was, the greater the beauty grew, and the pain; every hanging
wreath of geranium and scented myrtle, every blaze of cactus trailing
down the rock walls, through which the steep, stair-like path
climbed, impressed itself sharply upon her. She turned with a
movement of impatience, and looked back, and every sunlit sail and
turquoise shade on the purple sea and every shadow of the hills made
itself acutely felt. And when the path led under the solemn shadow
of olives, and the light misty foliage parted here and there to give
glimpses of sea and red-roofed town and far headland, her heart was
like to break; and yet the majesty of far-stretching mountains, the
glory and beauty of land and sea, had never been more vividly sweet
to her.
For this is a strange thing, that the whole weight and power, the
whole magic and mystery of beauty in Nature and Art, can only be felt
in supreme moments of gladness or sorrow, when the mind and heart are
full and every faculty is tense. The beauty deepens the pain with
the very balm it brings, it magnifies the gladness with the very awe
that chastens it.
Now she knew what olive-trees meant; and they mean so much, in
loveliness so subtle, so manifold in suggestion; they cannot be read
through and taken in at a glance, except in emotional crises, when
veils are lifted and faculties quickened.
Yet there was comfort in those endless steps, that were in reality
vine-terraces made on south-fronting declivities, and in the thought
of the human patience and long labour of centuries, that had carried
up and enriched every strip of soil on these hand-hewn ledges, and
buttressed them solidly with rock till they glowed with the gladness
of purple vintage and glory of emerald leaves. And here, in the
olive shade, and there, backed by a rock terrace tangled in myrtle
and white-blooming heath and the goblin foliage of prickly pear, were
little red-roofed shrines, with frescoes telling the Seven Sorrows,
blotched and dim, with scanty votive flowers withering in coarse
earthen pots. The pathos of these humble, deserted shrines touched
her; they seemed friendly in their silent desolation. Yet Mrs.
Allonby, in her wild ascent the day before, had hardly seen them.
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