He snapped his fingers and smiled. “That was unimportant. Whether I
lived or died didn’t matter to anybody. It didn’t matter much to me. It
was sheer animal instinct. But last night it was you. And that makes a
universe of difference.”
Olivia rose, and, with a “You’re not smoking,” offered him a box of
cigarettes.
“Yes,” she said, when he had lighted it, with fingers trembling ever so
slightly as they held the match, “I suppose a woman does make a
difference. We’re always in the way, somehow. Women and children first.
Why they don’t throw us overboard at once and let the really useful
people save themselves, I could never make out.”
His air of dismay was that of a devotee listening to a saint blaspheme.
Her laughter rippled, music to his ears.
“Do you know what I should like to do? Get out of London for a few hours
and fill my lungs with air. Richmond Park, for instance.”
“I, too.” He sighed. “If only I had a car!”
“There are such things as motor-buses.”
He sprang to delighted feet. His divinity on a bus top! It was like the
Paphian goddess condescending from her dove-drawn chariot to the joggle
of a four-wheeler cab.
“Would you really go on one?”
She would. She would start forthwith. The time only to put on a hat. She
left him to his heart-beats of happiness, presently to re-appear,
hatted, gloved, and smiling.
“You’re quite sure you would like to come? Your work?”
“My work needs the open air as much as I do,” said he.
They went forth, boy and girl on a jaunt, and side by side on the top of
the omnibus they gave themselves up to the laughter of the pure
sunshine. At Richmond they lunched, for youth must be fed, and
afterwards went through the streets of the old town, and stood on the
bridge watching the exquisite curve of the river embosomed in the very
newest of new greenery, and let its loveliness sink into their hearts.
Then they wandered deep into the Park and found a tree from beneath
which they could see the deer browsing in the shade; and there they sat,
happy in their freedom and isolation. What they said, most of the time,
was no great matter. Of the two, perhaps she talked the more; for he had
said:
“I am so tired of talking about myself. I have been obliged to, so that
it has become a professional habit. And what there is to be known about
me, you know. But you—you who have lived such a different life from
mine—I know so little of you. In fact, I’ve known nothing of English
women such as you. You’re a mystery. Tell me about yourself.”
So she had begun:
“Well, I was born—I shan’t tell you the year—of poor but honest
parents——”
And then, led on by his eager sympathy and his intimate knowledge of her
home, she had abandoned the jesting note and talked simply and frankly
of her secluded and eventless life. With feminine guile, and with last
night’s newborn mistrust of men, she set a little trap.
“Did you ever go into my mother’s room?”
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