More than ever did he seem the one clear-brained, purposeful man of her
acquaintance in the confused London world. Rapidly she passed them in
review as she walked. Of the others Mauregard was the best; but he was
spending his life on fribbles, his highest heaven being a smile on the
lips of a depraved dancing-woman. Then, Sydney Rooke, Mavenna, and, even
worse now than Mavenna, the unspeakable Bobby Quinton. So much for the
Lydian set of professed materialists and pleasure-seekers. In accepting
Agnes Blenkiron’s invitation she had pleasurable anticipation of
entering a sphere of earnest thinkers and social workers who might guide
her stumbling footsteps into the path of duty to herself and her kind.
And to her dismay she had met Dawkins and Blenkiron and Pyefinch,
earnest, indeed, in their sophistry and mad in their theories of
destruction. Her brain was in a whirl with the doctrines to which she
had listened. She felt terrified at she knew not what. Even Lydia’s
cynical world was better than this. Yet between these two extremes there
must be a world of high endeavour, of science, art, philanthropy,
thought; that in which, she vaguely imagined, Blaise Olifant must have
his being; even that of the women at the club dinner. But her mind shook
off women as alien to its subconscious argument. In this conjectural
London world one man alone stood out typical—the man striding loosely
by her side. A young careless angel, he had delivered her from Mavenna.
A man, he had exorcised her horror of Bobby Quinton. And now, once more,
she saw him, in her girlish fancy, a heroic figure, sane, calm, and
scornful, facing a horde of madmen.
They walked, occasionally losing their way and being put on it by chance
encounters, through the maze of new and distressingly decorous avenues,
some finished, others petering out, after a few houses, into placarded
building lots or waste land; a wilderness not of the smug villa-dom of
old-established suburbs, but of a queer bungalow-dom assertive, in its
distinctive architecture, of unreal pursuit of Aspirations in capital
letters. Most of the avenues abutted on a main street of shops with
pseudo-artistic frontages giving the impression that the inhabitants of
the City could only be induced to satisfy the vulgar needs of their
bodies by the lure of the æsthetic.
“Don’t let us judge our late friends too harshly,” said Triona waving an
arm. “All this is the Land of Self-Consciousness.”
At last they made their way through the solider, stolider fringes of the
main road, and emerged on the great thoroughfare itself, wide and
unbusied on this late summer Sunday afternoon. Prosaically they
lingered, waiting for an infrequent omnibus.
“Thank goodness, we’re out of the Land of Self-Consciousness,” said
Olivia. “The Great North Road is too big a thing.”
Their eyes met in a smile.
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